60 days. In my birthday it would be 90! I will be reborn… New life and new world
The new dawn is upon us. Don’t be with those who are casted into the abyss. I can hear the great laghter in the distance. Soon…
Sharing code : wxs454
Location
Age :24
Gender :male
Current streak :11 days
Highest streak :65 days
You know you have jumped from the top of the building… you were opening the gates of heaven…
& suddenly you were hit by a shard ☇ from out of the blue.
Why ?
Just 2 days away from getting into the gladiators…
Yeah I know, it started with “I just want to check if there is anything new on that website” then “Maybe a LITTLE dopamine rush wont matter” then “Well lets just check out these couple few videos” then “Oh shit I relapsed”
So yeah this trick by your brain is a killer I have been fighting with it since days, but its ok we learn and get experience from our failure next time when I am on day 19 and this happens to me I know what to do.
I am sharing this because I am sure a lot has relapsed from this same idea so just be aware, and I will rise again just this time I will be Stronger
For the why, I think we all have to go throw this fail once, twice before we get to that magical land where you know what the outcome of every action you take are and you know what a relapse after 19 days feels like, but then shame on you if you give up
I used to relapse like this before… this trick is a part of the journey. … & i know… it will take some time… to overcome this new thing theory.
Go put your name in my basic reboot group
Update your streak daily there. Keep in touch.
My code - 6klzf5
Current streak - 0 days
Highest streak - 24 days, before I got this app
Age - 16
Gender - M
Single
Location - Germany
Add me @Resurrection
I don’t know if I am member anymore so i want to know.
Current streak- day 0
Longest streak - day 21
Code- 826714
Country- USA.
Only MO these past few days, After long ■■■■ binge, but I tricked my mind and didn’t watch P. No P. It’s a start.
Do i need to update my current day here everyday ?
A close one the urge was very strong.
No fucking way I am giving in… I stoped myself
Today i went out with some of my old friends(I had months to go out with friends).They were talking about how they enjoy fapping to porn,uploading photos on instagram and we watched a bullshit thriller.Just a normal,boring friendship with no real connection.I knew that i won’t enjoy their company but i went to remind myself that i don’t lose anything however i chose the path of fullfilment.
I completely change lifestyle from now on.No more cultural bullshit for me.New real friendships,philosophy,hacking,guitar lessons,yoga,meditation.Feeding my mind with positive and strong thoughts.
This spiritual insight will never be possible without my suffering which showed me that my current lifestyle isn’t for human beings.
So i wish the whole humanity to suffer.
Guys what do you think?Can suffering change the world?
Suffering is what will bring humanity joy, for happiness is like a flower and pain is like water : you can not grow one without the other
country : Russia
sex : male
code : 0osrug
single
age 21
I relapsed today
You just summed up my relapsed right now!
Couldnt write it any better… thank you brother.
I am ready to join on bro @Resurrection
Country : Indonesia
Sex : Male
Relationship : Single
Current streak : day 0
Longest streak : day 34 (when started on this forum)
Code : fpdf6c