I have had a life where decisions made about my life were always made by someone else.
Imagine having a co-dependant father who can never let you go and therefore you yourself are trapped in loneliness because no woman will understand.
I am stressed, lonely, and trapped in permanent servitude to my father. I don’t know how to explain my emotions and i don’t know how to properly express myself in any situation.
So when I have to cope with my problems I do not know how to deal with them or fix them or respond to them.
I don’t know how to learn from my relapses and repeat in the morning within hours after waking up.
I need to be taught these things if it is possible.