It is my day 0 right now. I relapsed 10 minutes ago. I have been on constantly controlling my urges for last 9 days.
I used to relapse eveyday but I want to be free from thjs cycle and decides many time to break free. I have relapsed as of today but I wish i have my come back stronger than ever before.
This time I was too much frustrated and aroused and can’t seem to form thoughts except this thing. I have been constantly fighting the urges while eating, drinking but this time I will not give up. I have been fighting with my closed one, not hearing there plea.
This general here stands as the proof that i will become stronger and will have control on my urges.