This is the daily diary of my journey towards No fap along with the experiences and thoughts I carry
Also i will be writing some points from scriptures and bhagwat geeta
Will be uploading my daily task and little update
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Hey there all today although i have created this topic i.e my diary but i couldn’t find any option in application to post new posts so i am replying to this headline topic let me know if you are aware how to post on the topic help needed @The_integrous_one @anon32080123 @debellator ?
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If you need to write an diary, its good because diary will help you to
- Keep a track of yourself &
- Give you good and better insight’s.
In your diary, you can include your goals and objectives or anything. Currently I deleted my diary. I flagged my topic and AshMatt deleted it.
It’s because I am tracking my progress on NOTION, which is another productivity app.
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Anyways, good luck man. I will be offline till 17th because my exams are coming up and it’s on 17th.
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Click reply button on right of topic controls, you’ll see it by scrolling down.
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Thanks for the reply
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It’s my 14th day and i have so much pain in stopping me from watching pornography as from last 4-6 years this is first time i stopped and that too for 14 days as i have so much long determination to fight against this deadly virus of PMO but why ? Why i am being in this way is it need of dopamine my brains wants so i am becoming like this
My hand directly went and closed the door even my roommate was sleeping i am having cold so thought of taking WFH as well from internship so this all conditions made me suitable to watch porn
And it a started after watching some shorts unknowingly in the morning hours but why why I don’t want to watch that’s why i am lying here on bed and all preparation done but i opened this rewire community but my chest feels so right to fight against this like i can atleast take a peak
I have to understand that it’s not punishment that i am giving to myself it’s not any harmful thing that i am giving to myself instead it’s the act of caring myself nurturing my self helping me to come from shadow with the help of this community
Still somewhere i have that in my mind to watch a glimpse of pornography 
My intelligence says and knows thats this is wrong killua this is not you want but why then it’s so hard to fight against it
Please really need help i know that i should not be alone and all that stuff but it just one peak is it not
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Just one peek is the thing that gets youa addicted in the first place. Whenever you are quitting quit it altogether. Any kind of indulgence in pornography would be considered a relapse. Build you self control for it. It’ll get better.
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@killua Hey bro. How are you doing. It’s been long since you have written anything in your diary
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