I was struggling with Pornographic thoughts last night. The urges were strong, my erection wouldn’t go away. But I made it through. For me, this is the most difficult thing I have to overcome. Its been nearly 10 years since I’ve seen Shemales/Chicks with dicks porn. I struggle with this type of Pornography to this day because I fell in love with the idea that I can have the best of both worlds. I thought “What would it be like to be in a relationship with one, a beautiful woman with a penis.”? CRAZY RIGHT! And I was never attracted to men. Everytime I’d relapsed, I would feel less of a man, like Trash 
. Depression, Anxiety, Low Self-esteem, you name it. This addiction has done some damage to me psychologically.
I hate Pornography with a passion. It destroys Men and Women. It destroys marriages, families and relationships. It turns people into sick creeps, weirdos, pedophiles, rapist and etc. A lot of people have anxiety, depression, gender identity crisis and more problems. Children are getting molested and confused by people who heavily influenced by porn. This is a Cancer that is literally destroying society. It really messes you up both physically & psychologically.
I Encourage that all you guys who are struggling to stay strong, stay clean and stay healthy. Become better versions of yourselves.
#KILL THE PORN
#KILL THE MASTERBATION
Nicholas/24/VA Beach