Now hold on a second, it’s true I failed many times, I confess, I repeated my past mistakes and I was wrong. But I am human, I make mistakes but everytime I do, I always try to get back up again.
I know you might think it’s pointless if I’m gonna fail eventually. I admit I wasn’t taking it seriously enough, the chaser effect got me but in a way, I think it’s me who got it. I have no excuse but I do have one thing that will always be in my disposal.
I do not deserve one single love? A one single backing from my bros? Please, I do deserve them and much more. That’s why I must rise again and be better than yesterday! That’s one of the reasons why I am here. To find the real me who deserves all goodness in this world. The real me that I have always wronged.
You always keep blaming instead of making peace with hardships. By that, I don’t mean by surrendering to them, but by accepting them and carrying on what you’ve started.
War, though at times a necessity for peace, can become a treacherous path that, when faced with the wrong adversity, leads one towards their own grave.