Hello FRIENDS. Im Kaito Kid .( 19 M , Indian) Here on NOFAP JOURNEY. Here in this diary , I will be sharing my journey from PMO addict to GREATNESS with you all
My Quotes -
I had my eyes opened. I came to realize that I have more to offer this world ( As a scientist and inventor ) than just doing things that wet my pants up.
I give myself 6 months for recovery starting from July 1, 2020. This time, it is serious. And I won’t fall back at any cost. I will be making diary entries every single day.
I WANT TO BE GREAT. I DON’T WANT MY LIFE TO GO WASTE.
Your worth is not measured in likes, comments, notes or followers; but in your ability to love, keep comments to yourself, take note and lead. - Quora
Likes, Loves, Up-votes, and @ ,you get, NEVER decides your worth. Your worth is decided by how much you Love ,Care and Respect yourself and your dear ones.
Above was posted -To stop my addiction of frequently and uselessly opening the Forum due to insatiable thirst for likes and comments.
Feelings After Relapse, Just to remind me at the right time
Lower self-esteem as I couldnt meet my expectations
Loss of energy and enthusiasm
Extreme Fatigue
Loss of Interest in Studies
Extreme Pain in Back
Extreme intolerable burning sensations in private parts leading to sleepless night
Extremely blurry vision
Pain in testicles and pe^is
Poor Concentration
Restlessness and frustrations
Decrease in Confidence
Sleep less Nights
Wastage of TIME and MONEY
Loss of excitement
Loss of true pleasure in Life
Disrespect to my health , life and goals
Se^ual fantasies pestering mind
Wet pants, clothes and super Bad smell
Infection near pe^is
Loss of lots of vitamins , minerals and Significant loss in Zinc and Cadmium.( acquired after healthy diets of food for week)
Head ache intolerable
Severe itching in private areas, uncontrollable, intolerable
Last Relapse Reason Hands shaking by themselves. Extreme stomach pain for dose of dopamine. A little extent of fantasies. Mind in confusion as 5 days elapsed. Mind pestering me with pleasurable flashbacks
What could have been done
STOP THINKING Thinking leads to confusion. And when mind is confused, it takes , easiest path. Stop thinking. Distract your mind. Do what you are doing.
Conclusion
Stop thinking. Dont think that you are NOFAP forever. Thinking this will lead to Super Urges. Just Focus on Work and Stay busy
" Masturbation is like Procrastination. Initially seems Wonderful but later it appears that you fu^ked up yourself" - quote
I had my eyes opened. I came to realize that I had more to offer this world than just making things that blow up.-< Tony Stark >
I had my eyes opened. I came to realize that I have more to offer this world ( As a scientist ) than just doing things that wet my pants up. -< Kaito_Kid1412 >
I love your ways man, I’m a fan of startgies you use to reach your Targets, truley amazing. Wish you the best Kato kid. Btw, what was Your reason for not watching end game?
It has been a lot of days since I had posted the last diary entry. Obviously , I was not a successful in life. I was in terrible relapse phase and 1st time watched P. My health has become worse , and mind corrupted.
I think I must make a positive diary entry regularly. It will atleast help me stay positive and enthusiastic.
From today onwards , I will make sure , I write something good everyday!
Today , I will write my relapse phase experience and promises to my life and goals !
Whatever happens , happens for good , if one has got the right perspective and the ability to learn from one’s mistakes in past.
Black and blue I crawl along ! Wretched of what now is gone ! Back to you to fight another day I will GO ON and ON and ON and ON !
People never change because they are under threat or under duress. Never. They change because they see something that makes their life seem valuable enough to start moving toward a life worth living.
Life is all about choices. Everytime , you are free to choose to be lazy , and idly pass the time and die, or get out of your comfort zone , work hard , with determination, dedication and enthusiasm , and ENJOY ,and LIVE LIKE A HERO