Hello everyone. I am 26 years old from Thailand, a country that teenager think porn should be legal.
I don’t know my terrible habit until I broke up with my first girlfriend.
We were a lovely couple at beginning. Yet, my porn addiction ruin everything. I thought she was sex object that I can do whatever I want. I remembered that I cannot even control my mind. Finally, we broke up.
My journey start during that period of time, when I try to fix my relationship but it was too late. I have been using in NF app for ~2 years. It was only once that I can reach 30-day steak. I used to fap at least twice a week. When I tried long abstaining, 7-day or 10-day, I always had to continuously fap everyday afterward.
But, Now, After NF have been updated and included community into the app, I am reaching my day 24.
When I look into my progress, though I still addicted to porn, the relapse period have been longer and longer from twice a week, once a week, and now once for half month.
I do appreciate myself for this progress. My body, mind, and soul are stronger every single day in this journey.
I keep telling myself, you are not alone anymore. Many NF friends are fighting with you. Keep moving forward, stay strong, and reach day 90 together.
Thanks NF community for all contribution. All the best.