Journey towards a mindfulness and peace🧘🏻‍♀️💗

[VITAMIN-N]

आरंभ है प्रचंड बोले मस्तकों के झुंड
आज जंग की घड़ी की तुम गुहार दो
आरंभ है प्रचंड बोले मस्तकों के झुंड
आज जंग की घड़ी की तुम गुहार दो

आन बाण शान या कि जान का हो दान
आज एक धनुष के बाण पे उतार दो
आरंभ है प्रचंड बोले मस्तकों के झुंड
आज जंग की घड़ी की तुम गुहार दो
आन बाण शान या कि जान का हो दान
आज एक धनुष के बाण पे उतार दो
आरंभ है प्रचंड…

मन करे सो प्राण दे
जो मन करे सो प्राण ले
वोही तो एक सर्वशक्तिमान है
मन करे सो प्राण दे
जो मन करे सो प्राण ले
वोही तो एक सर्वशक्तिमान है

विश्व की पुकार है
ये भागवत का सार है
कि युद्ध ही तो वीर का प्रमाण है
कौरोवों की भीड़ हो
या पांडवों का नीड़ हो
जो लड़ सका है वो ही तो महान है

जीत की हवस नहीं
किसी पे कोई वश नहीं
क्या ज़िन्दगी है ठोकरों पे मार दो
मौत अंत है नहीं तो मौत से भी क्यूँ डरें
ये जाके आसमान में दहाड़ दो

आरंभ है प्रचंड बोले मस्तकों के झुंड
आज जंग की घड़ी की तुम गुहार दो
आन बाण शान या कि जान का हो दान
आज एक धनुष के बाण पे उतार दो
आरंभ है प्रचंड…

वो दया भाव या कि शौर्य का चुनाव
या कि हार का वो घाव तुम ये सोच लो
वो दया भाव या कि शौर्य का चुनाव
या कि हार का वो घाव तुम ये सोच लो

या की पुरे भाल पे जला रहे विजय का लाल
लाल यह गुलाल तुम ये सोच लो
रंग केशरी हो या मृदंग केशरी हो
या कि केशरी हो ताल तुम ये सोच लो

जिस कवि की कल्पना में ज़िन्दगी हो प्रेम गीत
उस कवि को आज तुम नकार दो
भीगती मासों में आज, फूलती रगों में आज
आग की लपट का तुम बघार दो

आरंभ है प्रचंड बोले मस्तकों के झुंड आज
जंग की घड़ी की तुम गुहार दो
आन बाण शान या कि जान का हो दान
आज एक धनुष के बाण पे उतार दो

आरंभ है प्रचंड…
आरंभ है प्रचंड…
आरंभ है प्रचंड…

[kainaat]

once again now I want to restart this life where my days were so gud, just staying clean means nothing if I’m not bringing out anything productive.

[Swapnil]

@Kainaat congratulations kainaat your topic is opened and all the best for the new beginning

[kainaat]

UPDATE🕊️
I think life becomes better as soon as we are making efforts to get out of this circle of attachment …the more I’m trying to follow celibacy ,making distance from toxic guys,shit content, the more free I feel​:slightly_smiling_face: ,the more vigilant and aware I become towards my responsibilities…it’s been a month I started following brahmkumaris at the start I was feeling as if ye sb baate sirf sunne ko achi lgti hai but jaise jaise sankalp kiye Maine bahut choti choti chize hi shi but I see things working …
The only thing I need to work on now is being discipline and consistent
Ek or question…
When I am following this like not talking to guys without reason or being frnds or staying out of this attraction attachment vala drama…I feel wierd by seeing others who r into this kyun kbhi Mera mn krta hai Mai inko pkd ke smjha du ki tum log kiske piche bhag rhe ho then I feel at a time Mai bhi to isi phase me fsi hui thi…khair life is perfect now bs asie mehr rhe

[prince_king]

@kainaat

kiske piche bhag rhe ho

Girls run behind guys?

[kainaat]

Are Mt pucho they actually do or pta hai vo show ese krti hai jese boys unke piche pde h pr actually ek hath se taali ni bjti vro

[prince_king]

@kainaat

taali ni bjti vro

Damn. Mene aj Tak jitna dekha hei us hisab se toh mujhe lagta tha 3-4 boys ke piche almost sare ladkiya pade hei. Jabki kuch ko chodkar baki sab ladkiyo ke upar ek ladka pada rehta hei.
Khair ye game khelne ka interest filhaal nahi hei mujhe aur jab khelunga tab hukum ka ikka mere paas hi hoga.

[kainaat]

UPDATING TO KEEP TRACK OF MY STREAK AND DAILY ACTIVITIES.
HENCE STARTING A JOURNAL KIND OF TO SEE WHERE I SPEND MY MOST OF THE TIME.
DAY 1🤨
WORKOUT(full body cardio 1hr)
MEDITATION (5min) I lack focus
STUDY( only1hr 30min)
COLD SHOWER​:white_check_mark:

SCREEN TIME (4hrs)
I’m again getting attached to a guy though we’re just frnds I hate this and I never wanna repeat the same mistake I did …wht a shit chaos

Conclusion
And the bitter truth is I know where im taking my life to despite being aware im spoiling my precious time. If im not changing this im gonna go back to the same loop .

[prince_king]

@kainaat

DAY 1🤨

You relapsed?

@kainaat

getting attached to a guy

Confess

[Brahmchary]

Sab moh Maya h bahan
Prabhu se connection jod lo sab thik hoga.
Dosti karni h to humare pran pyare Shri krishn h na unse Karo. Khub pyar karenge tumhe

[kainaat]

Trying veere pr kya hna shuru se krishna bhakti vgreh ni dekhi isliye thoda km attachment feel hota h but I hope I find ways to connect toh the almighty @Brahmchary

[Brahmchary]

I mean jo bhi thakur sewa apke Ghar hoti h unse relationship build kro

[kainaat]

Well no I didn’t relapsed but kya fayda esi streak ka when im not able to control my thoughts, not bring out smtng productive ,mujhe bilkul alg streak maintain krni h
Or mdf bhi delete krdiya toh I don’t have counter isliye maine socha shuru se hi count krlu kya frk padta h

[kainaat]

@kainaat

If im not changing this im gonna go back to the same loop

And I knew this is going to happen so I loosed once again after day 57 or so . I had to make a streak of 60 days as I promised but such a dumbass sick girl I’m.
But there’s no use of nonsense criticism or negative psychology.
i know the middle way will never work for me and as usual I’ll fail.i’ve to go for the toughest way .by my past experience of a few days of celibacy I found my study hours were quite gud but now I really lack concentration.
Even if I go for 1hr workout I waste three more hours . I’ve already lost the charm in my eyes i want back the lusturous glow . I have my exams in July August last year I topped my class but this year it seems like I can’t I’ll make make these two months the best ones and ik I can do this I have to .

[kainaat]

After analysing tiger bhaiya’s dairy for complete two hours I got some key points🙆🏻‍♀️

@Brahmchary, @_TIGER you both are following celibacy n u know the insights plz guide how to be consistent i badly want to practice this sincerely now

[Brahmchary]

Don’t be sad bahna. Stay strong. Brahmchary tumhe powerful bana hi dega koi doubt nhi h usme. Jo galtiya Hui unse Sikh lo or next time alert rahna. Bhai ki duaae tumhare sath

[Brahmchary]

You have added bhojan in this list but did you add bhajan ?? If not then please do Bhajan. Bhagwan ka jo swaroop or jo naam tumhe bahut priy h use bhajo. Free time me bus naam jap karo. Jaha tak mujhe lagta h Naam jap k bina brahmchary pura nhi hota. Subah sham ka time fix kro or naam jap ko habit me lao. Dheere dheere dekhna din bhar mind me bhagwan ka naam hi chalta rahega.

[kainaat]

I will add it surely …and it does work for me maine aj tk jitni prayer ki h ache dil se sb kuch pura hua hai but then I think mai sb ulte kaamo me engage hoke apna spiritual essence loose kr rhi hu @Brahmchary