If you wanna go for piano , then itâs also good . I have been playing keyboard for almost 6 years and have learnt a lot . Itâs way more easier than guitar and will not take a lot of time to reach the advanced level . I completed the basics in around 10 - 12 months and then I completed advanced too in the next 2 years (I took more time bcoz I wasnât regular in it , you can do it even faster if you are consistent).
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I can learn things fast so it would be 
good
I am going today to meet the Gym instructor and Music teacher and take Admission 
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Day 6
I hit the fcking GYM yesterday . The guys over there are Amazing.I am the smallest and youngest and thinnest .I did a small workout over there and some tread mill stuff. They said I would have body pain next morning . I thought they were joking until I fell on my ass as I woke up today. It feels good . its a hectic schedule as I said.
When I went to the music class I realised the person who is teaching me music is the same person who taught me piano 6 years ago for 4 years . He didnât understand me as he is old but he could understand my mother if he sees and I had changed alot. He doesnât know the fact. I met my friend in the music class and now I have a person with me.
I met many strangers and talked to them. My confidence is increasing and I canât Relapse because If I do I will break into pieces in the gym . I become so weak after a relapse.
Gay before yesterday I had my IT exam and I scored full in all exams of IT but the main⊠I have no idea let me think
I will continue the diary again soon
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Thatâs so true you literally become so weak. All the hard working days and just 1 relapse can down your confidence.
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Chaser is death , Donât fall in that
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Today Is not Sunday but A very Important day. An year ago at this time this day May 12 I took Seed retention SERIOULY, I relapsed watching A YT video and I broke My biggest 2 day streak. I was devastated and an Inner voice came out of me for this first time âI challenged Myself and took a straight 52 days streakâ I couldnât believe myself. I did not know that was an inner voice that time. But After some months i realised it was
Yesterday at this time a lightning stroke me like a message â Hey its gonna be one YEAR of Seed Retention Practice â
I suddenly fell in Joy thinking about the whole year, What all I have done with My No Fap powerđ
Today Iâm on Day 10 strong 
Looking Forward 
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Very good. If we think we are very bad and a shit. Then start thinking about our past. After starting nofap, we started many good habits, learned many things, found happiness in small things got many good freinds etc etc. Enthayalum congrats mwuthe 
Keep going. We can
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Congratulations for Day 10
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Okay but what does SEED RETENTION mean ?
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Seed is a metaphor for semen because just like a seed , it has a lot of nutrients inside which gives a new life.
Retention means retaining ie gaining something that has been lost earlier
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@BlackMagic123 @The_Ambitious_One
Basically I am Fed up with the word NoFap and Seed Retention has some Inner Meaning in it as Semen is the seed of life 
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Today was a really busy day
And I saw pic in my friends phone while I was sharing some selfies and I feel a little scared and My insta is with me 
No I wonât go wrong
Let me watch some NFM and SRM
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good going bro . Keep hardworking
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And she is Following Me On Insta 
Somethings Happened in these few days
2 Weeks on SR
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Congratulations 
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Listen this song , feel the god inside every particle of you
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God is with youâŠalways 
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Hey @Joosh where are you? How are you bro?
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On day 20 I can feel the power and urges again
I got my guitar just now. My confidence has increased really high , I was the Jesus in the skit held in a camp 
Now everyone calls me Jesus
I havenât meditated for like 10 days
I need to start , I need more muscles 
I am getting well soon byeeeeeee
I am back on rewire like after 6 days , but now everyday
How are you guys?
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At last on day 30 after 8 months guys
Whole World is saying to Spill my seeds , âeveryone does that why not uâ my friend said this. I said to him âwhen was the last time u had some heavy balls?â
I rarely meet people who doesnât watch shit others dont know that there is such a thing.
My urges are high and meditating is hard for me
I dont know why
Still FIGHTING
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