I relapsed today, Ive been really struggling to control myself lately, Ive been relapsing every 2 days,but I’m trying really hard to get back on track. To help me get back on track, I need to start disciplining myself, I need to wake up early, and do 10 pushups every morning, that’s the only way I will become disciplined again.
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Made some posts online about looking for places to board, so I can drive to and from work, also been helping my family packing boxes, for their new home, Ive been packing up my room as well, while also working 8 hour shifts on weekdays. Lots of things on my mind these days, I know that on 1st of June, me and my family will be moving out of the current house we live in, another thing is we are currently packing everything up for the new house, and another thing on my mind is I’m to show up at work for my 8 hour shift 5 days a week. Some other things on my mind is getting my full driver’s license and overcoming my Pmo addiction, all of this would normally seem overwhelming, but my brain has been rewired in a way where I can take it all in at once. Good thing about this is it makes me feel stronger taking on many challenges like these.
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That’s awesome bro, I have also a lot of things to take care of in upcoming time, I know I am strong enough to handle all of this but then again why have I been relapsing, maybe because there’s a part of me that still doesn’t wanna face life head on, or maybe it’s the other way round, getting into the loop of addiction is causing me to think this way which seems more logical.
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Very productive day today, I was busy cleaning out some sheds and getting boxes ready for the day I move, I then waterblasted the gutters. I had KFC for dinner tomorrow my older sister and her partner will be moving out, since they have a new house to live in, I’m currently looking for a new home to live in, but if I’m honest I’m not ready to move out of my parents house yet.
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Day 7
Spent all day waterblasting and didn’t stop until I was done, I had finished just after 6 pm, and I still feel motivated to do things, I was actually so pumped that I could have kept doing productive things during the day regardless of what time of day it is.
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how do you do that ? like referring to a post from another topic ?
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oh ok thanks
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Day 12
Ive been very busy this week especially in the morning’s, one thing on my mind is looking for a place to live so I can be close to work, along with that I’ve been busy packing things up because 1st of June is the day we move out, Ive also had to show up at work every day to work my afternoon/night shifts, it’s been a busy week. I’ve got the weekend off work and I have requested Monday to Wednesday off work so I can help my family shift to their new house. Tomorrow I will be looking at a house that ill potentially be moving in to.
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Less than 3 days before my family moves out and I’m taking 3 days off work to help my family I’ll be busy the next 3 days, this will be a benefit for my nofap journey, being busy.
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All the best 
See you soon
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Today is day 15. I have been busy as heck these past few days, in 2 days time we will be moving out and the time is ticking to get everything done.
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Day 16
Well tomorrow is shifting day, all of the sheds have been cleared out and all the tools and stuff have been taken to the new house, I spent today helping put pregnant cattle on trucks to the new farm, meanwhile I quickly dropped some of the stuff off at the house ill be moving in, I got given a set of keys. Tomorrow for my family is the big day, we will be loading furniture onto trucks for going to the new house.
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Day 18
It has been a big week with moving out etc. My family now lives 30 minutes out of town and I will be spending the first night at my new house, then I’m going to spend the weekend at my family’s house.
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Best of luck for new beginnings mate.
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Day 21
Ive got alot done in this past 3 weeks as Ive mentioned in my posts above. Today me and my Dad got the last of the stuff from our old house and we were finished by the evening then I dropped my drawers off at my new place. It feels good being able to get things done, I felt great afterwards.
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Thanks man!
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June 9th 11 am
I almost slipped this morning one minute I was just googling a word to find it’s meaning, then the next I was browsing articles and trying to look for triggering thumbnails, luckily I snapped out of it, I then remembered the 3 pillars and thoroughly went through each pillars to figure out what I was missing. I had actually forgotten about the 3 pillars for a while, I’m glad to have remembered it.
Current time: June 9th 7 pm
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What are the three pillars? You can mention them here of you like. It’ll be a good concept strengthening.
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