So you see guys I started off my life as good as possible and thought all would be alright, then ofcourse came that fateful and awful day of my first session, I was a slave since then, but I just broke those chains a few minutes ago. I’m not meaning I got that monstrous streak, I relapsed just yesterday and even until today morning I never thought of this post itself. And what I mean by free ?I mean the war for for future with that other self me that grew within these 2 years is over and I won it . But how I mean that? I just feel there’s no need to resist the temptation of PMO , that is I don’t see that as an obstacle,
Now here’s the main part, all it was the presence of a certain girl and a book, ah1 I just forgot and an ANIME (NOT KIDDING I SWEAR) and now by this time you could kick me in the butt for not getting to the point (lol 
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The core content of the whole post is that, changes that are awesome to have take time you know, so just give time to it. To me though it took only 3 things to become free, the time period was almost an year because it had me realise slowly but surely and permanantly.
So to make things fun I’m set a long term goal which ends at Jan 1, 2023
- There are still 278 days for Jan 1 from today , I’m gonna stay clean until that and for proof I’ll post the paper in which I’ll be tracking on Jan 1, 2023(maybe not exactly because I’m a hostellar so I get vacations rarely, also for the upcoming year I’m c;ass 12th so vacations are limitted)
- Now the 2nd goal is the real deal, in JEE 2023 I’ll score enough to be qualify into an IIT or in the least a NIT, but to make things clear, my dream college is IIT Madras
For people who are interested, that anime is “Your Lie in April” ,the book is “Easy peasy method to quit porn” and the girl I referred was the girl I had a crush on, I felt like she was a goddess offering help as I don’t even know her name, all she did was go to the same school as me. AND if u read till here I’m grateful that my feelings reached you and all the very best for future 