Imaginator's Imaginary realm [16M] 🍁

I relapsed almost 12 times today! This is pathetic, I have to control myself, haven’t eaten anything from the morning and its already 5:30pm almost wasted a whole day watching corn and masturbating. Instead of waiting for tomorrow for the fresh start, I should do it now, that’s why I will first take a bath and after getting fresh I will eat something then I will go out for a walk atleast 2km, Since I already wasted half my day i can’t complete 2 chapters today , instead will complete 1 chapter and make my own notes from memories and revise them after reviewing.

Task for today;
Bath 5:50pm to 6:40pm ✓
Walk7:00-7:30 pm✓
Dinner Till 8pm ✓
Till12am study and Note making - failed

Bruh wtf nooooo :sob::sob:
This is too much and genuinely health concerning . You can’t keep doing things like this

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You’re right about it ! It taken a toll on my body because of relapsing in every 3 days 4-5 times from years . I should stop it now! :face_with_steam_from_nose:

While scrolling on insta, I came across a clip of a movie that really seem fun to me and I watched the whole best part although I normally don’t watch this kind of movies but this one was :fire: .

The move name is; operation y and shurik’s other adventures

And the best part I watched and suggest to see that only starts from 29:00 and till 59:59 it runs after that there’s nothing which interested me in the movie, there nothing explicit in the picture it’s an old picture coloured recently and is very funny atleast I found it fun to watch.

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Bro will do everything except studying

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I relapsed again—twice this morning. I need to keep myself busy and focus on productive tasks throughout the day to make proper use of my time and energy.

There are only 14 days left of my summer vacation. From July 1st, school will resume. Before that, I must complete my pending studies. So far, I’ve done nothing except waste time watching unnecessary manhwa explanations, YouTube reels, and shorts.

I need to start following a routine—with time limits and a proper timeline for each task—so I can manage my studies and other important responsibilities. I must get serious now because I don’t have much time left. My first goal is to score at least 80% in my final year of high school. After that, I need to prepare for entrance exams like the SAT or CUET.

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Diary Entry – A Strange Incident Today

Today, when I came home from school around 7 pm, I went to the kitchen to get my dinner. While I was about to return with my plate, my eyes fell on the courtyard outside the kitchen door. I saw a cat calling her kittens. One of them had already reached her safely, but the other one was struggling to move forward.

I noticed something was wrong—its back legs seemed stiff, almost frozen. The kitten kept trying to move ahead but couldn’t. At first, I thought of ignoring it since I would have to wash my hands if I touched it. But after a moment’s hesitation, I felt that I should check anyway, in case it was something serious. That turned out to be the best decision I made today.

When I went closer, I saw that both of the kitten’s back legs were tangled in maanja—the sharp thread used for flying kites. This kind of thread can easily cut through skin. I quickly grabbed the kitten, though it kept trying to escape, so I had to hold it firmly. Then I searched for scissors and carefully cut the thread. Honestly, the way the thread was wrapped around its legs didn’t look like an accident. It felt as if someone had deliberately tied it there.

When the kitten had entered our courtyard, that same thread had gotten stuck to my father’s bed frame near the door, so I also removed and threw away the remaining piece.

I know this incident may not seem like something special to write about, but I’m writing it because I still can’t understand how or why someone would tie such a dangerous thread around the legs of a tiny kitten, barely 4–5 months old. There were four kittens in total, but now two of them are missing—that’s honestly one of the reasons I feel unsettled. To be honest, I have an idea of who could do something this cruel, but they would never admit it. And without any evidence, speaking up would only create unnecessary drama. Still, I’m sure of one thing: whoever it is, they wouldn’t dare do something like this in front of me, I won’t let them do something like this.

These are stray cats, after all. There’s only so much I can do for them. They mostly stay in my house courtyard, and I just try to help them however I can.

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Human monsters :broken_heart:
How could anyone do this thing to a poor creature :cry:
Weren’t they loved as kids by their mother
Where is love and empathy? :broken_heart:

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16(M)
Any tips
Anyone,

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Great to see you trying to overcome.
Try joining nofap challenges here which will give you support and motivation to move forward.

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Best decision you made. Do the good and throw it away.God already saved you your reward. God knows best what actually happened.

Anyways, how are you brother? How’s nofap?

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