I don’t have time. Either it’s a full closure, or I don’t know, a painful ignorance. The only reason I am doing this because I feel stuck for these 2 years.
I haven’t actually felt anyone that much these two years, most of my emotions are fake. Even after dating others I haven’t moved on. I am rather an emotional fool but my feelings were pure. And I want to confront it. I want to, even if it means having a painful ending.
After this I won’t look back ever again with the hope of anything.
Do conclude it properly , whatever the outcome maybe
I am with you
Strong hearts make weak hearts strong whatever the conclusion may be. Thank you
All the best brother, not sure what happened between you both , but sorry to say but dating while you are stucked on your ex isn’t a good choice, it might affect your current partner, wait until you move on and healed completely.
And beware of Gaslighting and guilt tripping, if it’s been 2 years they have already moved on , and they may not treat you well . Try to be calm during that conversation. 
Best wishes bhai @Awaken_one
Hey bruh. I am not well aware of these relationships stuff. But I can understand how deep you gave her importance. So whatever happens today, it is for a reason. Hope everything will be for good.
I didn’t message her. I disabled my account before I did that.
I need time to talk thoroughly with her which I don’t have right now. Even if I message her, it will be in haste and I won’t be able to convey myself.
So, I have decided to work for now and message her when I feel I have a month to give to healing after talking to her because after talking to her I would need it.
Thanks alot @rajameghanan for saying this. If not her, I get to see these words.
If I die, it becomes irrelevant whether someone loved you or not because then I am free.
I don’t want you to be a life lesson that I think of and become sad. I want us to be together, be my forever reality.
I’m sorry, right, I am not as expressive as others, I am sorry I never made sure to make you feel like I loved you but you knew right, you said you wish you met me earlier then you wouldn’t be sad.
And now that I took your sadness, I am alone.
Who’s there to take my sadness, there are girls but they are not you. Even if someone comes more beautiful.
Never imagine your future with a girl until it’s final. With her leaving you, your imagination shatters, and with that your reality shatters too.
I am not naive to fall for anyone, I just fell for one and all others became irrelevant. She isn’t the most beautiful out there, she ain’t even the smartest, but she is the most compatible I have ever met.
Compatibility is hard to find, you may find beauty, you may find charisma.
Once you loose someone that is compatible to you, it might take you lifetime to find a replacement.
There is no replacement for love if it’s genuine.
Did you sent the first 5 paragraphs !?
No, I didn’t. How can I when I know I am not even what she wants. Even if give my all, my thoughts will tell me she is compromising.
If I wanted I could have gone back, tried my best and got her back but she will be compromising with me because I am not the best.
I can’t be the best, some things can never be changed.
Sometimes you can’t find the same person not even in the same person.
But surely will get better person!
Btw if you think she worth the efforts , don’t let that negativity affect you , give it a final try, for the last time @Awaken_one !
Okay I will confront her, it’s never about right time, if the person is right, every time is right…
I message her now or 3 months later, if I don’t change myself result is same. I will talk to her.
May everything gets sorted out and clear! All the best bhai !
Then why do you want her? Set yourself and her free.
Why do you even want this closure? Leave her be.
I don’t know
Btw, I don’t wanna sympathise with anyone, nor I ask you to. So, don’t worry about me.
About being free, asking for a closure is a healthy way to move on.
You can’t just take someone’s time of life and effort then leave away without words. Accountability matters.
I wasn’t trying to. Those questions were meant to help with the thought process.
I do agree, but you can ask yourself that, especially if she left without explanation. It simply means she doesn’t care and neither should you.
I’ll leave it as it is now.
There are a lot of misunderstanding.
If I don’t ask for closure someday I would get to know she thought I left and not her.
Let’s just say the closure is also a punishment I seek. I want her to just throw up on me so that I don’t look at her with hope again…
I still have a picture of her in my mind that I don’t want. The closure is a way to erase the picture and get back to reality.
If that’s the case it will be easy for me to move on.
Okay. Do what you think is best.
Maybe you can make notes about what to talk so you don’t miss a single thing.
I know.
Thanks I will make notes.
I need support from you guys. Just emotional support. I am pissed of !
Hey @Amitroghates what’s pissing you off buddy?