I relapsed but I feel positive

[Hope_2022]

It is 1:45 AM and I’ve just relapsed, but don’t worry guys, i’m feeling alright and I know I wilm get back on track… The reason i’m not totally ashamed and feeling like trash is because I know I caused it

How?

I was talking to a girl by text and I got horny, we were talking about my recovery, and she wanted to know more, but we ended up engaging in a dirty fantasy talk and I ended up jerking off

She regrets it, because she remembered he had sex with the wrong guy in the past, and when I asked her if I could be a good option we both came back to reality… We were 2 damn strangers teens on the internet having a horny talk after 2 days of having met, it wasn’t right even if I support pre-marital sex… We don’t have the right bond for it

We forgived eachother and decided to keep going like mature people, and we will just talk about cartoons and silly stuff the next time, because she’s a nice artist

I should not lust her, she seems to be more than that

But being honest, i’m happy I relapsed to her and not to a random hentai character on my phone’s screen that doesn’t even exist and justs rewires my brain to fetishes-

[Hope_2022]

I got triggered and relapsed again, this time to PMO… Being honest, a week free really makes the difference-

But I won’t binge because I will get back to zero.

I noticed better quality in my orgasm, and did not feel tired and ashamed seconds after it… I’m getting more energy, but I won’t waste it into porn

[mayorRP]

Do you really want my honest reply to this your post?

[rajameghanan]

I want to know that bro

[mayorRP]

However, you can not feel positive after relapse

[rajameghanan]

That’s the damn right thing bro

[mayorRP]

It takes sperm 64days to 75 days to mature, (to give you a proper and healthy DNA) that is to say if you want your children to look like you in resemblance, height and statue, you have to be masturbation free for 75 days, no drop of semen. However if you keep jerkking off, you will pay the price later