I’m from Mexico City, sorry if my English is not very good, I’m using Google translate, this is my story.
2 years ago approx. Started my journey, achieved a streak of 586 days of total abstinence after 9 years of addiction.
Anyway, it was very difficult but I felt at peace, however from November 26, 2021 until today I have had a series of constant relapses, this month in particular I fell very low.
If I post this it is because I want to remember what motivated me that day (before my longest streak) to leave the world of porn:
What motivated you to change your course?
What went through your head when you decided to say NO MORE PMO?
And who have long streaks, what helps them every day?
I would appreciate it if you could answer in Spanish if you are Spanish-speaking, if not there is no problem, I wrote it here because there is very little activity in the Spanish forum.
P.S: Sorry for non’t answer soon, the internet is not very good where I live.
Sorry it’s not in Spanish, because I’m from Moldova and I also use Google translator. Today is day 175 of my nofap. At first it was difficult for me and I was haunted by thoughts and fantasies. Prior to this series, I had 5 months of desperate attempts to abstinence, but always ended in a relapse. Those 5 months paid off as it was after these setbacks that I started my longest streak. What motivated me to PMO? I have porn-induced erectile dysfunction. In simple words, I do not have a member. I didn’t even stand for regular porn and looked for more sophisticated videos. When I realized that I am not turned on by ordinary girls and even porn does not turn me on, I seriously thought about it. And I stopped watching porn and jerking off. I’m at home, but I started reading books, I’m looking for different information about porn addiction and abstinence. Every time I watch this, I understand that I am on the right track and PMO will only make me better. It helps me stay on track.