I feel good so far, but it’s my first nofap weekend. I’m trying to put as many external roadblocks in the path of relapse that I can. I made sure that there will be people around all weekend, and I physically removed the lock off of my bedroom door. I want to quit porn! If I need to remove the whole fucking door, I will!
We will throw that door through the damn window!!! Yeahhhhh!!!
Hahaahahahaha… its not about the door bro. … we have to remove the closed door from inside of us.
I only installed the lock in the first place so that I would have privacy to watch porn without being worried that somebody would walk in. So even though it is only a lock, in my mind, it represented more. It feels symbolic of my level of commitment to quit porn for good this time, and another step toward smashing those closed doors inside of me. : )
ok man just motivating
I appreciate it. You have no idea how much this forum is helping me!