I feel so negative and unmotivated

Today I’m feeling very negative. And I mean very very negative… I feel like shit and depressed all day woke up at 11 in the morning because I couldn’t sleep at night and had to spend my time on my phone u to 3 am then stopped using it any went to sleep, it was the worst sleep time I ever had. I had to go to a different room becouse all the shouting and yelling that was by me. I felt like I was a peace of shit becouse all I did today was wake up at 11 and spend the other time on video games and phone., it’s not untill 6 PM I start moving my lazy ass and go outside and jug or walk. I feel very unmotivated and I’m only at day 3 which I supposed is when I’m gonna need the most motivation becouse it’s the day I most relapse and start to change…

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Hang in there Bro! I wish I could say some magic words to help

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Its all good man after I came back I’m reeling a bit better. Hope this doesn’t continue when I reach higher streaks

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Keep fighting.
I know you can.

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The porngraphy do this, keep fighting brother you gonna WIN believe in yourself, fight this for people you love!

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Thanks for the support

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The only way you could go down is laziness, so you got to get rid of it :blush:

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I completely know the struggle bro, just yesterday I wasted two hours on my phone and I felt horrible, I’m way better than I was… but I still have room to improve, the best thing for me is to get up early if I can and I make a list of stuff to do and do them instead of wasting time on a game or my phone. You got this and you will feel worlds better if you get something done

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Well I have replased becouse i decided to stay up late and eventually it led me to porn, two days before I decided to lock my phone as soon as it hits 12 so I would be forced to sleep but yesterday I felt like watching one of my favorite streamers and after that I stayed up on my phone looking for youtube videos and stuff… I feel bad right now becouse I was gonna reach day 5 or 6 at least before school starts but I failed and the longest imma reach is 2 now because I relapsed yesterday :sleepy::sleepy::tired_face:

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Dude you will get over this… I know you will

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I dont know man I’m scared the school is starting soon and I will still be that one lazy anti social kid… I dont know how I’ll get through it tbh

Try hard bro.

Giving up never helps, it worsens d negativity… More power to ur elbow!

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I’ve tried numerous times and everytime my mind tells me it’s okay, I do realise it’s a mistake but I keep going like a moron…

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@gunsblazing
Its d same here bro… Just try to stay out of situations that trigger porn urges

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Got it will do thanks

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