I am killing myself (My PMO story)

[Themonk1]

Brother, you had a remarkable progress! Keep going!

[Paradox_System]

@The_integrous_one

watch ‘I am Lucid’ 's no fap motivational videos

Thanks a lot brother i watched it, everytime i blamed the circumstances, those girls but the real problem was within me, i blamed the girls showing their body and internet. I wasn’t accepting that but now i won’t stop ,i will improve , everything is about our perspective and thoughts, and again thanks a lot for suggesting that video.

[Paradox_System]

@rewire_user

class 10th

Yeah brother

@rewire_user

Still, this community is helping me in many ways.

Mine too

@rewire_user

watching anime at the time of urge

I have cosmic pegsus , by seeing the word anime i thought about my beyblade and today that bey was in my pocket whole day, just to divert me when an urge hit me, and it worked thanks a lot.

@rewire_user

If You don’t Fight, You can’t win. The Only way to win is to Fight

And if i won’t fight i will die, right bro.

[rewire_user]

@Paradox_System

if i won’t fight i will die, right bro

Naah bro…I didn’t mentioned that part on purpose. Since, You were already feeling down. Never mind, Get Back up again and again and Keep Fighting

@Paradox_System

cosmic pegsus

Man, I used to watch it when I was in junior class. It used to come on tv that Time. Just coming back from school and watching tv the whole day without any stress or anything. Man, How awesome those days were
But Bro, This is not the kind of anime I am talking about, this is what you say an elementary anime But Anime is a whole different than this, Deathnote and Attack on titans they are on a whole different level

[Paradox_System]

@rewire_user

elementary anime

I don’t know about it, if you don’t mind please tell me

@rewire_user

Deathnote and Attack on titans they are on a whole different level

Will try to watch them after downloading telegram

[rewire_user]

@Paradox_System

if you don’t mind please tell me

These are anime but They are specifically for kids, It’s Target audience is Kids. You can’t even compare it to real anime stuff. I can’t explain it well. But in simple terms, This and Anime’s like deathnote cannot be compared.

@Paradox_System

Will try to watch them

Nice Man, You should definitely try it out.

[Paradox_System]

@rewire_user

They are specifically for kids

To be honest, i watched those elementary anime yet . And i bought beyblade few weeks ago, my childhood dream to buy pegasus

[Keats]

@Paradox_System I think we all go through these low points, it’s normal friend. It’s what this addiction drives us to.

You’ve already got a lot of great advice and I don’t feel qualified to add much (I just relapsed myself yesterday).

I would just encourage you. You have the desperation to do this. You just need a plan and some hope again. Try to find a new perspective that can inspire you. A new way of looking at things. Then its one day at a time. Change really is possible.

All the best, man.

[anon64122840]

@rewire_user

But Anime is a whole different than this, Deathnote and Attack on titans they are on a whole different level

Yes!!! There’s an ocean of anime’s out there

[anon64122840]

Bhai, Kirtichow dekha hai kya???

[Paradox_System]

@Keats

All the best, man

Thanks and best of luck to you ,brother

[The_integrous_one]

@Paradox_System

thanks a lot for suggesting that video.

No need to mention bro . You can watch Lucid’s other videos too. He has awesome no fap content.

@Paradox_System

have cosmic pegsus

I am 23 years old and I still have my ‘Drigger’ with engine gear . (Ray’s big beast). It is from the oldest beyblade series. Don’t know if you watched that one.

[Paradox_System]

@The_integrous_one

Don’t know if you watched that one.

I have watched , it’s all three season ,bladebreakers in heart forever.

@The_integrous_one

‘Drigger’ with engine gear

Ha ha, that’s fascinating, i thought that is only possible in that show ,not in real life… And Tyson and kai are my favorite bladers.

@The_integrous_one

watch Lucid’s other videos too

Yeah brother

[rewire_user]

No bro , But I saw some of those videos popping up in my recommendation.

[kanu]

Sorry for the late reply but I think u already got the best advice and u also understood where u were wrong …what I can advise u is to keep yourself busy as much possible .
u are in class 10 right and Indian so there must be everyone telling u "padh le boards he " so then do studies …

u can also learn any skills online … There are tons of videos on youtube and other sites…

u can go out and play if covid conditions are not bad in your city otherwise online games are already there …

Also add workout and meditation in your daily routine

I think that’s enough things to do in 24 hrs and u can keep yourself busy right ??

[Paradox_System]

@kanu

"padh le boards he "

Every indian ever

@kanu

online games are already there …

Yeah BGMI

@kanu

u can keep yourself busy right ??

Yeah, thanks a lot brother.

[Paradox_System]

I am sorry guys i relapsed again😔 but this time i relapsed almost within 2 days(earlier fapped twice in a day) , i will improve it, by the end of july, i will have streak of 7 days. I know this will get out of my life life, but the problem was i wanted to do it in a hurry , i setted big goals (i will break my goal into small parts).

Time to implement everything. I will do my best, i don’t have to say in future that ''if i started that time i would have a streak of 90 days, 100 days… days ,i would have got all benefits till now ‘’ . I never want to say that.

[anon64122840]

You know what? You atleast made some improvement.

@Paradox_System

I am sorry guys i relapsed again😔 but this time i relapsed almost within 2 days(earlier fapped twice in a day)

That’s the good part.

But your next big challenge is not getting stuck in the chaser effect.