Before we had the Internet when I was a kid, usually we would collect magazines and DVDs or movies with sex scenes in them. Kids would share them or sometimes just flat out give them to me. Like torn out pages and clips from playboy or hustler. Now with the Internet I guess there’s less collaboration. But at that age I should not have been sexually involved at all.
Whenever I got ahold of a smart phone and was able to have ■■■■ instantly like that and such a wide variety, it became very addictive and also warped my sexuality to the point where I was only turned on by Internet ■■■■. Now that I’m 19 days in (this evening it’ll be 20) I feel like that desire for a healthy relationship growing. Even if I don’t see it fulfilled, I just appreciate that I have a healthy desire that for so long has been polluted by the ■■■■ industry.
But yeah it feels good to have quit ■■■■ for 20 days.