Hello there, pls read all. Please
I decided to quit porn addiction (I have it) and masturbating, it was great because I did not watched porn during a long period of time( for me) (20+ Days) but yesterday, 06th of April I watched porn and sexual content, I abstained from it but after I gave up I did not jerk off just watched it because I felt horny and well you know… I want your advice guys to know if I broke my process (re-lapesed) or not, this breaks my heart horribly but I want to hear some POV.
If it helps I can share my thoughts that lead me to re watch porn.
1.I felt horny, I am a 22 y/o virgin so as you can imagine I might be prone to do it
2. i said c’mon 1 picture and them almost 1h or 2 seeing content (not sure)
I’m extremely sexually drived, I mean sex for me is just so powerful and seeing someone I find erotic or hot or sexy naked is just like a massive thing for me. In other words I hella weak and horny
As I said I’m a virgin so idk. I want to have sex
I want to experience sexuality and I’ve felt needy lately idc confessing myself.
I’m begging to hear that I did not fall as my last goal was get out of masturbation and porn but well… I hope I had not broken my process.
I’m looking forward to hear your opinion
Btw if you have any advice in some of the things I’ve mentioned feel free to write it down