Today was my Day 4 of NoFap… But in the afternoon, my penis was hard. I went to the washroom and started masturbating (shaking), but then suddenly, I don’t know what happened — I stopped midway… without actually relapsing.
Would this be considered a relapse? Do I have to start again from Day 1?
Good on you for reaching out man. Welcome to this epic community :). Yes, it is a relapse; does doing that give your brain a chance to heal? It doesn’t, so it shouldn’t be included in your “days spent healing” (clean).
Some of my best advice would be focus on every day, making them as good generally as you can. Eat well, sleep at good times, exercise, hold yourself to high standards in terms of focus and work and morality, etc. whatever works for you. Push yourself and your body and brain will adapt, as that is what they are designed to do.
You’ve got this man, and we’ll help you :). Just stick around here and you’ll find that.