Hey man, how are you doing now?
@HE-MAN123 Brother, if you read your diary here, you would see that things really need to change for you. This is self-harm. You’re torturing yourself continuously at this point. PMO will never help you overcome pain, it adds to it.
People have advised you in public and in private. It’s time to take action and change your life brother. All this counting your relapses and promising yourself “Never again” isn’t helping you. It’s very painful for us to watch you increasing your suffering like this. You have to stop.
If you need any help or advice, we are here to support you.
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June 11, Relapsed after 10 days.
2020 Relapses
Jan- 2
Feb- 4
March- 4
April- 6
May- 4
June- 1
Holy shit!! God help me please to overcome this.
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June 15, 2:45 Am Relapsed after 10 days.
2020 Relapses
Jan- 2
Feb- 4
March- 4
April- 6
May- 4
June- 2
Holy shit!! God help me please to overcome this.
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June 16, 2:45 Am Relapsed after 10 days.
2020 Relapses
Jan- 2
Feb- 4
March- 4
April- 6
May- 4
June- 3
Holy shit!! God help me please to overcome this.
Let me end this this time. No more porn or masturbation. It’s over now.
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Day 3
I am proud of myself. Will never succumb to whatever.
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June 29, 5:30 Am Relapsed after 7 days.
2020 Relapses
Jan- 2
Feb- 4
March- 4
April- 6
May- 4
June- 4
Holy shit!! God help me please to overcome this.
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Day 4
Porn and masturbation ruined my life. I feel so guilty and regret it to the core. Am always tired and lethargic because of loss of vital energy. My brain is always dull, memory poor and intelligence down on toilet. All because of porn and masturbation. I quit it now.
Brother,
Today i opened your diary…
It opened from page no. 310.
Because i left the forum that time… hence i put the latest pg. No. And got to read your upper comment.
This mindset is completly wrong.
You are damaging yourself by this vision. You need positive thoughts & actions in your life.
What vision are you talking about sir?
Thoughts become our Reality.
Create good & powerful thoughts. Create good & powerful actions.
Change your life.
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Yes Brother @HE-MAN123 I also went through your diary. You are doing it the wrong way.
You are always looking at the relapse.
Please focus on your routine and purpose.
Create great routine. Get things done.
Fighting this addiction won’t take us anywhere.
You are an experienced man I don’t need to tell you this bro.
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I am not Focusing on relapses. I am just maintaining the records. Just like policemen maintain records of crime/juvenile acts whatever. I am trying my best.
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Day 5
I am doing better. I am getting better. I am getting stronger. I am healing. I am improving. I am becoming the best version of myself. No more failure and humiliation.
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June 5, 2:30 Am Relapsed after 5 days.
2020 Relapses
Jan- 2
Feb- 4
March- 4
April- 6
May- 4
June- 4
July- 1
I will don’t this time.
June 9, 12:01 AM Relapsed after 3 days.
2020 Relapses
Jan- 2
Feb- 4
March- 4
April- 6
May- 4
June- 4
July- 2
RIP OLD ME. I WILL WUIT PORN AND MASTURBATION THIS TIME. NO EXCUSE.
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Bro, become dead serious. Promise yourself this is it. You are not going to tolerate porn in your life again.
Please check out the diary of brother @TheFinalFrontier. The way he maintains his dedication is exceptional.
You are capable of much greater things bro @HE-MAN123. We are all with you.
Create a serious routine.
Work with Discipline.
Focus on your purpose.
Work hard.
You can do this. You have greatness within you.
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You are doing GREAT. You might be feeling bad for your streak but you are far far better than me. I am pretty jealous of you.
keep going 
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@Tagore thanks man. Appreciate it.
@HE-MAN123 the only way that works is absolute commitment. Once you give in once, it is hard to resists urges for a long time man !! I have promised to post my real picture on the group and then reveal about my addiction on LinkedIn which is the worst thing ever for me. This can potentially destroy my whole life. Fundamentally ruin both my career and relationships. I have what is called EXTREME ACCOINTABILITY.
Make failure impossible man. Be a fucking He Man. And announce that you will cut your dick and post a picture of your cut dick on this group. Or go fucking say it to your mom or dad or whoever that I have been addicted but I will change. Go fucking announce on social media that you will pay the poor 100 bucks on every relapse. Do something extreme. If not say something extreme and let the other people hd you accountable. Announce to the world that you will be great. Then if you don’t perform, the other people will destroy you because you are not a man of your words !! Be a He-fucking-man.
Now porn is not an option for me. I will fucking die if I fap. In fact, I won’t because I HATE IT SO MUCH. BYE.
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