“just venting”
It’s been I don’t know how many days but it’s been super productive and I haven’t had strong urges, I’ve been well and off. However today certain stuff happened at my house which genuinely fucked me up like I was supposed to carry on my daily routine but someone in my house had come back and they created like a huge conflict and all these thoughts just flooded my mind. It’s not like i wanna break off my streak and I just wish I was less bothered but I’ve just wasted an ENTIRE DAY, by watching yt shorts and thinking about all this. I still have not … but this is about productivity and my goals. Me not being able to finish off my goals amd tasks makes me feel less and doubtful about myself.
There’s nothing I can do about it now except start tomorrow fresh but I just wanted to vent.