I really need an advice or more information about this serious addiction.
I hope guys you can help me.
My situtation now is like one week i’m living like a king, other week i’m living with depression, overthinkings, anoxiuos and etc.
Seems like after one week, i have a big flatlines.
So, Im struggling with few questions:
Is it normal that i have flatline week after week?
Is it be forever? Or i have to make a peace with that and live forever, when one week you feel good, other week you feel like shit.
Or in continue of my healing should increase of good days and decrease of bad days?
Im really tired of this shit, i hate myself when im beeing in flatline. In that mood im like not like me…
I will be appreceate for any information about this. Maybe some of you have the same way of healing, and can share more advices about this addiction?
Some information about me:
I have this bad habbit for 10 years.
Since I found out that i’m addicted to this, i stopped to do this.
And my numbers now is:
Days of fighting with this addiction: 112
Highest no pmo days: 74
Current no pmo days: 24