Final words from Resurgent

Glad to see you back Brother. I had a doubt from the beginning itself that it was you but now its confirmed.
You have everything within you to become the master of your own destiny. Dedicate all your time, energy, each cell in your body and mind to uplifting your soul and self. Think about your dear daughter; she was born from your blood. You have a family; you have an obligation to your wife who keeps all her faith in you and your daughter who will always look up to her father as a role model when she enters the world.
What more reasons do you need to take a U-turn from the filthy life of a pmo addict?
Read great books, gain wisdom, apply those wisdom in your life. After 10-15 years you may not have the energy and virility that you are experiencing now. You are in your youth now.
You came here for a reason, there is an inner purpose within you. Go back to the innocence you had when you were a child. Remember, what was his passion. Re establish it. Achieve your dreams. And live your life fearlessly.
Don’t waste even a single second Brother.
At the end of the day, we’ll all fall down as dust and sand. In this wide cosmos and universe with millions of planets and galaxies you and me are mere dots. So all that matters is to live a meaningful life.
As the great philosopher Arthur Shopehour said:

There is no pleasurable life. Either you live a heroic life or you not live at all.

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Thanks @Tagore
This song; mine tribute to you, listen to it and keep going like a Legend

Day 6
6 May 2021

3 rounds walking around house.
Sun bath.
Neck streching.
10 min. Meditation.
Pullupbar workout ( st. Chinups ) 》5+5+4+3+3+3+2 = 25.
Sajda done.
Intensity in workout was high

Listened osho geeta.
Bathroom hole cover repaired.

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Lesson learnt : i have to take my stands and not allow anyone to shake me my resolves.
I have to do this for myself. I have to recover from the hell. I cant leave like this. I have to be strong for myself.
No one can do this for me, i have to do this for my own good

Day 0
I begin again. I am stubborn. :sunglasses:
I will have my Reboot and my soul.
I am determined.

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Brother, how many times a week you have s** with wife, if I may ask?
I am asking this because Iam a firm believer in semen retention or celibacy. I believe there is lot of creative power and strength in the sexual energy. So, transmutting it can take our perception to a new level, energy to spike, it can basically uplift our lives in everyway. Even though you are married, if you wish, you could reduce the amount to times you have s** to 2-3 times per month and then to 1 time per month.
I believe, you could make your married love more love oriented and less s** oriented. But, Iam no one to give advice since I haven’t even had a romantic relationship with a girl. But Nopolean Hill had written in Think and Grow Rich that behind every great man there is a woman and their relationship was more spiritual or less physically oriented. I believe, sexual transmutation is possible even in married couples. These are just my suggestions bro; you can read the book Think and Grow Rich (if you haven’t). In that, among the 13 ways to riches he points out, one very important way is sexual transmutation.
You can also check-out other books like The coiled Serpent, Cupid’s Poisoned Arrow by Marnia Robbins (even though you don’t agree with the concept of Karezza, I’ve watched many interviews in YouTube of couples who are practicing it successfully and YouTubers like Goldjacketluke, Seth Alexander talking about it very positively. So, I think reading this book may give you a new perspective if you haven’t. Above all, Marnia Robbins is the wife of Gary Wilson and he even suggested that book for further reading in YBOP)

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It is a fact. I too believe in this…

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Be free man. You have the keys. :pray:

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After reading this summary , I will not marry .:joy::joy:.

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What’s your age now?? I’m pretty sure you will crave for girl once you hit over 25 years old
I heard guys around the age of 30 years are horny hound dog :dog::dog2::dog2: who is ready to penetrate whoever he gets :rofl::rofl::rofl:

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Your Brain has been seriously damaged by Porn .Asking a married man in his early 30s these type of questions…

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I’m just kidding :joy::joy::joy: you got me serious :rofl::joy:

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Bruhhhhhhh .plz don’t do this type of Jokes .

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I am 18 years old . I am not a :dog2: (dog) .:joy::joy:

My brain is not damaged this much that I penetrate anything.

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I am 28 turning 29 soon. You heard it wrong @Roads_to_purity .

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You don’t understand jokes :stuck_out_tongue_winking_eye: …I was kidding :joy:

Poor you :stuck_out_tongue_closed_eyes:

@Roads_to_purity . Yes bro I am very poor . Please help me.:joy::joy:

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@Hardmode123

I am not against marriage. One should get married.
I am just so much in pain & hell because after age 14, i was not able to give a way to my sexual energy.
I was inexperienced & without a guru back then.
Now, i have experience & all the tools required to give a way for my sexual energy.
This is not a easy task, i am failing from past 4 years. The only good thing is that i believe that i can achieve sexual transmutation and i never give up, i keep trying again & again.

Sexual Energy is our biggest gift. Young men are fortunate that they have such big power to play with. I am 29 yrs old and my youth is fleeting each year. These are my very crucial years. I have heard that after 35, energy starts to decrease. All englightened masters attained their enlightenment before 35 yrs. Because only a powerful man can unlock the biggest secrets of this life.

Day 1
8 May 2021

Had urges, choosen the right path of self construction.
Hair cutting done.
Listened to osho geeta darshan.

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Please do work hard and achieve your dreams bro. To achieve semen retention you must have something to focus on with burning desire. Convert your energy and 100% focus into it; transmutation will happen.
We are all always here to support and help you. Talk to your wife openly about this. Tell her, how a lot ejaculation makes a man weak.
If you haven’t talked to her about this addiction yet, you can do that too. I have read a lot of times in YBOP that talking openly about this to partners helps a lot in recovery.
Above all, please keep faith in your inherent greatness. For some people greatness and real success comes little late but if you keep the faith and work hard it’ll surely come to you

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Yes, i had talked about this to my wife, and the problem is that i am just talking and not doing it in actions. Till now, i havent realy defeated the addiction, therefore my wife doesnt trust me because she is seeing me failing from last 4 years.

Morever every time i relapse she says negative things which puts salt to my failure wounds.

I think i am complete fucked up because one part of my mind is doing something and another is doing different. I feel broken from all sides. There is no focus because i do opposite of what i say.

Tagore give me some tips to do a 4 months streak like you.
Give me the complete guidance and assist me. I find myself totaly broken and i have zero faith in me. My confidence is so much broken. I doubt myself sometimes because when i see myself how quickly i fall in edging, doubt comes.

How to stay vigilant all the time.

I have so much to achieve. There are many goals.

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I think you must stay with your wife 24 hours. She will be stop you from doing this bullshit.

Say to her , that keep a eye on me , stop me doing this bullshit.

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