hey guys
I can’t breath properly, can’t concentrate, very anxious. want to hurt myself or hit something, I feel like relapsing to fail to punish my self not even for the sake of enjoying it, it takes a minute Just to emphasise to myself that I’m not good. Thats in simple words.
God, I can’t descripe it in english.
I need guide in real life, sadly couldn’t get one so far, although I had contacted quite few.
I have obligations, I’m not answering to any, I’m about to collapse from the inside.