Date-13/5/24 Monday Time 12:00am
My name is Faisal In 2024 I am 16 year old long story short I am addicted to masturbation till I was 12 trying to defeat my addiction from almost 2.5 year’s My journey starts now from the beginning for the future present need to improve to become better.
You took right decision on right time. Faisal it’s very easy for you. You are not that much addicted… Believe in yourself
Make your day productive and stay disciplined.
God bless you bhai
Yeah you are right I started doing it from when I was 12 year old. At that time I searched about it but the results on the internet showed that masturbation is healthy There is no side effects even some doctors on internet mentioned it in article . at that time I was too naive So I believed the internet but long after 1 year I realised that this filthy act is swallowing me it’s making me mentally and physically weak . That was the time when I understand it that this world want to make us weak and fragile cat . Till now I am trying to leave my addiction maybe you will think what progress does I made in this years but After I started to use this forum a year ago. My progress become quite better than before there was a time when I used to do this filthy act almost 25 times in 10 days. now it’s 2 time in 10 days although this progress can’t be considered a progress but for me it’s better than before . My Aim is to permanently leave this addiction and become better .
I never expected to achieve a 61% percentage. While I know it’s just an average score, for someone like me who didn’t even bother to create a notebook or complete any projects, it’s quite surprising. It’s rather amusing to pass without putting in any effort, without even making a single notebook, assignment, or file!
My classmates are shocked; they’re asking, “How did you manage to get almost the same percentage as us? How did you even pass?”
My only regret is that I contributed to a group project for an additional subject called Tourism. It cost me 100INR, but the project ended up costing 1000INR. I did mention it was a group project. Frankly, I really don’t like spending my money on projects because it feels like such a waste to me.
I had hoped to pursue the Science stream, but as I mentioned earlier, I haven’t put in any effort into my studies, and now I’m regretting it a little. Unfortunately, I didn’t score above 50% marks in Science, so I don’t qualify for the Science stream. If I had just opened my book to review which chapters were coming in the exam, my Science marks wouldn’t have suffered like this. As for Maths, I skipped many questions because at that time, I was only aiming for passing marks. Even though I knew most of the answers, I didn’t attempt them because I read on the internet that 10th-grade marks don’t matter. Why am I so lazy? Now I’m feeling like an idiot.
Now I can only depends on my ability of luck to get in Science stream. Now I need to eliminate laziness from my life . In my 11th class I will work hard in my studies I decided it’s doesn’t matter if I got science or commerce I will make notebooks for every subject this time I won’t do regret without efforts I need 90% in 12th to get a place in a university.
First of all , Congratulations for your marks. How was your parents response btw ? And more importantly why u want to choose science stream ?
If u are really interested in science , then go ahead. I will be rooting on you. Also u can choose science if u have zero passion for anything because choosing science can give u unlimited opportunities. A science student can go to commerce field but the opposite is not possible.
If u have a passion in mind but ur choosing science only because of pressure from parents or friends. I suggest u not take it. This is what I can say to u as an engineer.
That is true. And some are late bloomers too. Tho I am an average student, my belief and performance only went upwards since I joined college. And I am sure, I will get a job in my domain too and I will try to take rapid strides forward.
I am interested in science but can’t take it due to my poor ineligible marks even when I was in study challenge I haven’t studied my course of academics instead I was knowing about the medicine cause I am little addicted to them specially vitamin tablets even the points I added in study challenge is of my research I already stated it there learning something is also a study doesn’t matter if it’s from your academics or not and now I am regretting about it what’s the point of my knowledge of medicine that I gained if I can’t choose science I already ruined one of my path for future also it’s not Only about me it’s about my parents my father want to see me as a Engineer but now I can’t become one due to my recklessness but Doesn’t matter because of it I learnt some lessons in my life . 1st - not to believe everything always cross check the facts then made the decision while thinking about future 2nd - lazyess and delaying everything this recklessness behaviour will sink me one day so change it now . 3rd - Always do your best even you need to exhaust yourself for not to regret in the future that I haven’t tried my best . 4th - opportunities are limited so never let go of any of them . 5th - To take tensions about future to use it as motivation previously I don’t want any kind of tension I was a tension free person even when some teachers said they won’t give marks in practical I ignored them completely now you can see the result .
Really? Damn you know about it a long ago and you mentioned it many time to praise me btw thanks Darling . Yeah I am staying in cbse. if the results of sose comes late after 22 may then I am not going to take admission in sose it’s my last resort only if the results comes out early and I got passed then I will get science.
I can’t government schools provide free education how can I change it also if you are saying to change my cbse school and choose another cbse school then it can’t be done my school is already good.
Well if you can suggest me some exams related to commerce stream for free education after 12th in university then it would be a great help . I think you also is a commerce student aren’t you rich girl.