I am jee 2020 aspirant and i have scored 92 percentile in january attempt and 951 marks out of 1000 in board.
Im not getting a good rank in viteee, srmjeee, sastra. Even i wont get good rank in mains next attempt. I lost complete hope. Im getting loser thoughts(suicidal) but i know its stupid and cowardly. I love science, am i a loser , cant i deserve good quality studies ?
I feel im failed.