Diary (A New Arc) 25M

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Yeah
That is enough to make me not read the whole diary and only words from between to understand the context :joy:

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@The_integrous_one bhai, @Binocular is indirectly telling you to make posts readable :new_moon_with_face::new_moon_with_face:.

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lmao
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how can one’s personal diary/journal be relatable always
sometimes it is but not everytime
He was just asking him to write it in points and spaces rather than fitting in one long para which seems to long to be read

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Now that’s what I call a mind reader :joy:
But @The_Ambitious_One was right, it was just an advice for my friend @The_integrous_one
Presentation is very important for reading even a journal

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Bruh he said readable :joy:, not relatable, where are your minds now a days :joy:.
You guys type complete paras on completely different things than written actually.

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Tf

Hey alexa… How to get out of dream ?

Literally its happening nowadays , not only reading and writing , also while solving , I am seeing the questions incorrectly or doing other silly stupid stuff.
New things are happening nowadays :joy::joy:
First memory and brain clogging due to lack of sleep , then due to nightfall , then due to stress and now due to some other unknown reason :skull::skull: . And all of them feel different , each of them caused some problems and in different parts of brain… Like I feel certain places of my head getting unconscious or heavy . And in each of them , they were happening in different places .
Now it feels like it’s all of the above combined :joy::joy:

My brain is getting mutated or wot

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:joy::joy::joy::joy:
I have also been facing such thing since yesterday, maybe because of irregular sleep or the fact that I was on the way to fall sick :smiling_face_with_tear:

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yeah maybe that’s with me too
This month was like 4 days holiday 2 days school , 2 days holiday… it caused inconsistency .

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That’s similar every week here, two holidays, 3 days 8 am classes 2 days 9:30 am classes

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Day 4

  1. Studying
  2. Going to sleep before/around 11 last night
  3. :white_check_mark:Gayatri Mantra chanting
  4. :white_check_mark:Visualisation
  5. :white_check_mark:Affirmations
  6. Workout: Just walking, about 6k steps.
  7. :white_check_mark:Cold bath
  8. :white_check_mark:Reading easy way to mindfulness
  9. :white_check_mark:Reading Bhagawad Gita
  10. :white_check_mark:Prayer
  11. :white_check_mark:Meditation: 10 min
  12. :white_check_mark:Shutdown Ritual/planning for the next day
  13. :white_check_mark:Practising gratitude/gratitude journal

I talked to my cousin last night, watched new ep of She Hulk, went to sleep late.
Today morning I woke up late feeling just like yesterday, some headache and all, did normal habits, took a bath, took a walk through a new area of college campus to go for lunch, my new basketball shoes arrived after that but things got worse after lunch, I started feeling sick and I slept straight from 2-6 pm :sweat_smile:, did some of above leftover havits after that, didn’t study at all. I am having cough and I feel feverish too, missed basketball because of this, I am gonna go for dinner now, have Paracetamol medicine and go to sleep.
I’ll have to focus on studies no matter what tomorrow, if I feel sick I’ll take short naps in between studies.

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After dinner, I heated some water in my kettle, did gargles, took steam, filled up my bottle with hot water to drink, had medicine, put vicks balm on my chest, switched off the fan, I am sweating because of heat but no option, if I switch on the fany condition will worsen.
So I am ready to sleep through heat now :joy:.
Goodnight.

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Take care bro. Rajai m ghus jao :joy::joy:

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Nice but:

If I had new basketball shoes I will never miss a basketball match ever

By the way, headches are Normal at the 4th day of Nofap, you will feel a bit tired and lazy even if you don’t feel it, it’s there. But that all changes from tomorrow, you might feel the difference

Good luck

(Note: I’ll just pretend you did put spaces between paragraphs :lying_face::joy::wink:)

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Which shoes?

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How are you now?

Man :fire:, you managed to do this even after having health issues :clap::clap:

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Nope I am sick for sure :joy:.
Went to the doctor, some fever and chest congestion.

Garmi me rajai :smiling_face_with_tear:

Decathlon Tarmac

Because I don’t have any option, I have to walk about 2k steps for having food one time.

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Day 5

  1. :white_check_mark:Studying
  2. :white_check_mark:Going to sleep before/around 11 last night
  3. :white_check_mark:Gayatri Mantra chanting
  4. :white_check_mark:Visualisation
  5. :white_check_mark:Affirmations
  6. Workout: 9.5k steps
  7. Cold bath: Took hot bath
  8. :white_check_mark:Reading easy way to mindfulness
  9. :white_check_mark:Reading Bhagawad Gita
  10. :white_check_mark:Prayer
  11. :white_check_mark:Meditation: 5-6 min
  12. :white_check_mark:Shutdown Ritual/planning for the next day
  13. :white_check_mark:Practising gratitude/gratitude journal

I invested significant time in studying today but it wasn’t much productive, well I felt productive but I was not able to cover much, my overall response seems slow because of sickness :sweat_smile::joy:.Though I feel better than I felt last night before sleeping. Went to the doctor, she gave me some medicines and asked to get tested for Covid, Malaria, Dengue and platelet count test, I didn’t do any of that today, if I don’t feel better by tomorrow I’ll get tested. For now taking the 3 day antibiotic course, today was day 1, she also gave me some Vitamin supplements for 1 month.
My parents nagged me for getting sick :sweat_smile:, especially because I had been overexerting in basketball and they know it, they said I am not here to become international player so I am supposed to tell the coach that I am leaving the college team :joy:. Let’s see what happens.
But I have a lot of study related work and I am not at best mentally, I hope I recover fast because this week’s gonna be hectic, I’ll probably have a surprise test tomorrow and I am not feeling prepared for it but anyway we’ll see, I can’t do anything now anyway and I tried my best today. Now let it be.
Will sleep after taking steam now. Goodnight.

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Day 6

  1. :white_check_mark:Studying
  2. Going to sleep before/around 11 last night
  3. :white_check_mark:Gayatri Mantra chanting
  4. :white_check_mark:Visualisation
  5. :white_check_mark:Affirmations
  6. Workout: 9.7k steps
  7. Cold bath: Took hot bath
  8. :white_check_mark:Reading easy way to mindfulness
  9. :white_check_mark:Reading Bhagawad Gita
  10. :white_check_mark:Prayer
  11. :white_check_mark:Meditation: 5 min
  12. :white_check_mark:Shutdown Ritual/planning for the next day
  13. :white_check_mark:Practising gratitude/gratitude journal

Still sick, feeling a little better at the moment though, tomorrow’s last dose of my antibiotics tablets if I feel feverish after noon tomorrow, I’ll have to get tested, I hope it doesn’t come to that, I can’t afford to miss classes because anytime they take tests and all and we already have two tests scheduled one this Thursday and one on Friday, I am praying to God to make me better by tomorrow or else give me strength to endure whatever happens.
I had to sleep a lot in the day today because of fever. It’s 10 pm, I have classes from 8 am, have to wake up by 6:30 so going to sleep now itself. Goodnight.

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Didn’t get time to post yesterday because I was making assignments till 2 am :joy:

Fever is gone now, some cough ia still there, getting better.
It’s afternoon will cover up last night’s lost sleep now.

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