Day 1,173 and Beyond sharecode uckxjs

Damn , You have a really strong willpower to have been able to reach this point , Respect brother !

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Oh Lust and Temptation still exist I just donā€™t give them a voice or allow them into my life. Make a decision to mute them per say. Feel free to read the whole log and ask questions if need be. Never give up.

I love you but I canā€™t learn it for you brother.

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Is it just me or the higher up on your Semen Retention process women appear in heat(online wise)? I will admit Iā€™ve never been in the ā€œdate poolā€ but they appear aggressive of late. No matter i will NOT be moved from my path. Cheap thrills arenā€™t appealing. Both gender sets should be taught this instead of Sex Education. Iā€™m very certain is embedded in our genetics for sexually. Restraint isnā€™t or at least in my observation.

I love you but I canā€™t learn it for you brothers and sisters.

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Iā€™d like to say it gets easier physically and it does alot. However the mental or spiritual doesnā€™t. Always there Lust and Porn will be until as men we remove the need on a global scale or least where ever the internet is concerned. It needs to be lead by men fully and operated that way.We are put in a leadership role and should do so. Who did Satan attack first? Wasnā€™t man but woman ignore the mainstream media dialog and remember this. As a man would you want your daughter niece, or girl to be courted by a man like you? If not become that man you have them proud of.

I love you but I canā€™t learn it for you brothers and sisters.

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Been an interesting day to say. Moved to Texas from Colorado about 2 1/2 weeks ago more or less. We were getting gas for the car to go eat, turned the car on and nothing. Fast forward to roadside assistance according to Covid policymakers no additional passengers allowed. So ordered Uber had an excellent ride home and beat the tow truck home. Odds are the starter shot so a different problem for tomorrow.

Gota bit to eat at a local food truck. And everyone mostly settled down now.

Texas heat is brutal, then again only two and a half weeks here roughly. Itā€™ll get better next week.

I love you but I canā€™t learn it for you brothers and sisters.

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45 days left
5 total at same level as me

I get the strange feeling that the last few days left will be interesting a best. Most certain at least at the spiritual realm itā€™ll be chaos. How do I figure? Well the my brain been bouncing between two women for courting and eliminated the last one with a heavy heart. Both knew of my Semen Retention journey and rough past. Up until this journey donā€™t have so many options nor the comfort level to text a woman semi clumsy on text. Only real benefit is Iā€™m straight up honest with them. Plain and simple saves alot of time expect the same of them too.

Eye contact never been an issue for me. Also it did help today, ā€œallegedlyā€ I disrespected someone at the RV Park Iā€™m at for not talking to him. Was tense but maintained direct eye contact with him outside when his hands werenā€™t visible to me. Now I donā€™t advise you to look for a fight Iā€™m just saying Semen Retention can help, btw I was cycling around the Park when he stopped me.121 miles, 11 hour 42 minutes and 2,640 feet climbed this month.

I love you but I canā€™t learn it for you brother.

P.s Interested whom the other 4 ā€œguysā€ are with the 45 days left group.

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@Lefty101 Sir , From my opinion , this is one of most underrated diaries in this entire forum. This diary needs a lot of attention. Really respect you sir, for reaching such a massive milestone. And also wishing you for 1000 day streak.

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@Lefty101 , Could you please tell me how do you handle flatline ?

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Well I cycle on a semi daily basis for the physical effects getting sun helps too. The thing is aim for a goal and hit it make another. You arenā€™t your past,you forged your own prison so break those bars and free yourself. Nothing worth it is easy,find a mentor here and near you.

I love you but I canā€™t learn it for you brother.

Struggle is real but itā€™s your choice to let it stop you. Movement is life.

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Thank you @Lefty101 sir , for your suggestions :slightly_smiling_face: :slightly_smiling_face: :slightly_smiling_face:

Apply it use trail and error @anon87955785 you only fail if you donā€™t learn from your experiences.

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Sorry for the late reply. But thank you so much :hugs: :hugs: :hugs:

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32 days left

For anyone who thinks it gets easier the higher up you go yes and no. As you level up so do your battles some sneak up others straight up hit you. The sheathly ones I loath. Emails and random IG ā€œmodelsā€ meh. The easiest way is to ignore them or remove the incentive for lack of accountability.

How did Satan beat adam in the garden? Through Eve, fatherā€™s need to show there daughters that whoring themselves out for cheap thrills doesnā€™t pay off. Lead by exsample the way you treat your wife. Mothers need to show there sons the value of a Lady over a harlet. Also how a real power couple behave both public and privately. Both need to mentor the kids, bring back value of the family instead of divorce being the common norm.

A flexible family in a united front is needed to train the next generations. Do you really want your trauma to be in your kids or grandchildren? Start with open and blunt conversations with those in your circles. Think about what traits you want to pass on to your kids. Are you healing or just slapping a temporary patch over it? Ask these questions and more. Movement is life.

I love you brother but I canā€™t learn it for you.

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16 days left for 1000

I decided to add another 277 days to hard mod journey. Thatā€™ll be August 16th next year. I truely dislike this month and got a sign to be more proactive in my Semen Retention process. My senses are on overload in October EVERY year for awhile.

So as the student ready the teacher raises up. Funny I was indirectly dailed in on him before hand. And Iā€™m sure after a few of his questions,one in particular he saw what I donā€™t share. Your spiritual health is just as important as physical and mental health. So Iā€™m amping up spiritual and going active. Movement is life.

I love you but I canā€™t learn it for you brother

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15 days left

My IRL mentor recommended this YouTube video series CONVERSATIONS WITH GOD Book 2 - YouTube. Itā€™s a series of three you can do a PDF file too look at description for it. On this particular individual. Its called Conversation with God so if your crying foul listen first then come back and whine(all three)

Brief points made

Family unit starts kids on

Love (without conditions)

Critical thinking

How to learn

Pursue passion

We arenā€™t separate but all connected

Education system needs to worked.

Wisdom

Compassion

I love you but I canā€™t learn it for you brother

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13 days left

Well my water only fast is taking toll on me a bit. Yes itā€™s only a 7 day and till the 1st not sure if in or after yet. Yes Iā€™m way lighter and lean, the heafaches are mild compared to my ears ringing on a normal day. Iā€™ll make it, the question is will my body and concern die off?

Your inter dialogue is either your thoughts or God.(soul). Your higher purpose is defined by you,make a decision stand by it.

Additionally my 7 day water fluids fast ends at midnight today. Longest fast yet.

I love you but I canā€™t learn it for you brother

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Finished a 7 day water and fluid fast. Should I do that again Iā€™ll pre make smoothies 2 a day for 7 total days. Only minor issue is the headaches and dizziness. Headache easy to fix. Donā€™t recommend it unless youā€™ve done shorter fasts first.

Iā€™ll be a bit til Iā€™m at 100%. Lost about 4 inches on my waistline an added bonus. Mainly did it for clear line of thoughts and to up my maximum days fasting. Iā€™ll do some more refining my method both pre and post.

Recovery is going to be my main study for a bit of time. More research the quicker the bounce back,less dizziness and stability. Itā€™s your path choice your route now mines.

I love you but I canā€™t learn it for you brother

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9 days left

Most stress is gone, after multiple conversations with God mostly all day off and on. Will be doing another short fast later was given a choice with start date. Not thrilled but Iā€™ll do it. Fortunately itā€™s a smoothie boba tea fast. My favorite!!

Kinda woozy from last 7 day water only fast. As I said before use caution when doing them itā€™ll be hard. Tell a trusted member of your circle so they can watch for you Iā€™m serious. Not all wisdom comes from books.

I love you but I canā€™t learn it for you brother

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Thank you for this priceless re-minder :pray:

Iā€™d read the first book a long long time ago, it had changed me dramatically - but I have seem to have drifted from it. Just wanted to say ā€œThank Youā€

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Man, I see you repeat this line everywherešŸ˜‚

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