Salutations everyone. My name’s Jay. I’ve been having this addiction since I was back in school at around the age of 16. I’m now 22 going 23. My life has been a mess ever since I started masturbating, especially when it had started to become critical.
I started college at the age of 19 and only had recently finished my studies. Whilst most of my friends finished on time, I was forced to stay back for 2 extra years, because i was unable to curb my addictions. I had regularly stayed up late to the morning. I spent at least an hour each time on porno. I felt, and still am feeling down and useless constantly. I’ve been trying to stop since 3 years ago but found no success. It’s come to the point where I’ve even sometimes went for a toilet break just to masturbate. I even remembered doing it while driving on the highway. Last year was the worst because as far as I can remember, it was almost a daily thing. Sometimes more than once a day.
Please. If anyone knows any ways I can slowly recover, I beg you to help me. I feel that masturbation is the only thing that stopped me from being a great person. I want to grow out of this addiction and truly discover what I am really capable of.