Chking in Tuesday
All good
Week 10 ~ Tuesday
I don’t want to use ‘xyz’
I don’t want to objectify women,
But Love others how I’d want to be loved.
I don’t want to live in the shadows,
But live for the Light!
I don’t want to hunger,
But empty myself.
I don’t want to sin (miss the mark) in my heart,
But put Love first,
Genuine Love at the front of my mind.
Checking in - Tuesday, January 8. Day 2 of week 10. All good.
Still interfacing temptations as can be expected but doing good on day six.
Things getting bad.
I am so tired of all the exercise and also been buay with my thesis.
I am at 66 days of No Fap.
And tonight, for some reason i want to atch raunchy stuff on TV.
Open up reddit post on sexy woman and things from the nsfw
Quickly come here and reflect.
Need some kind of encouragement from the rest of the group.
Being 66 days definitely does not mean you are over it.
Being busy with life is also not a guarantee for NO FAP.
It is the inner commitment and determination.
Day 2 of week 10
I am clean but cracks are happening…
Just stop that shit bro. Make avoiding triggers your highest priority, above feeling relaxed/good and above every single other objective. Be prepared to remain worried or doubtful or in pain for as long as it takes. You will emerge out of it all with new strength. That’s if you want it though - so decide. All the best.
Thanks Man!
Change priority (avoid trigger)
Get ready to be in pain
Make choice whether I want this for life.
Well said.
Check in Wednesday…day 8
In the fight of Testing vs. Temptations… Testing must overcome the temptations and then will take us to the next phase of experiencing the higher dimensions of life!!
Never ever give up brothers, keep moving forward!!
Week 10 ~ Wednesday
Simply checking in.
Thank you for the communities that bring joy, love and support to those in need
Check in day 25… Almost relapse this morning… But thanks to God for giving me resilience to resist it and run from it
Chking in Wednesday
All good
Day 7 checking in, it’s been a while since I made it a week so happy about that.
Checking in - Wednesday, January 9. Day 3 of week 10. All good.
Check in day 2
Joined 2019 challenge. I made a solid plan for this year 2019. I expect success and power with all the goals I accomplish. I gave in many times in the past. This time I chose to fight to change.
Past 2 days was just trying to look for work and assets. Didn’t edge. Just was watching a motivational show. Doing exercise regularly. Not overeating sweets. Once in a while not bad just not always and alot. Balance.
Sigh… I need to break the “single week loop” again. From now on my phone stays outside of my bedroom in the evening and at night.
Check in-day 9
Just one more day to begin with 2 digit counter days (10)… feeling great and humbled!!
Week 10 ~ Thursday
Simply checking in
Week 10, thursday
68 days
Able to avoid trigger
Chking in Thursday
A battle lost…but the war is not over…i shall rise again…
Checking in - Thursday, January 10. Day 4 of week 10. All good.