"Check-in" Daily - diary challenge

Check in - Day 4…Friday April 9th 2021
All good…Glory to god

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Check in - Day 6…Sunday April 11th 2021
All good…Glory to god

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I feel and an on day one again now.

The flesh does not die hard. After falling I wanted to gravel and it was tempting to fall into defeatist thinking but the Lord’s Word prevailed. I find have to obey the flesh and I don’t have to keep on defiling myself just because I feel.

I’m already back in a day and ready to be on my way.

@Aoshigreen @Gk-00

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I’m on Day 2 now and glad to be back here. Ten more days to get back where I was. I can do it.

@Aoshigreen @Gk-00

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Check in Monday 12th April

@Forodwaith @Gk-00

It doesn’t do any good, And just thinking about it makes me feel unwell. (we know what we do when we feel unwell) So don’t, And just shut that door

Pmo is puke, it doesnt need explaining :door:

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No it doesn’t. To be honest, I’ve really been struggling with wanting to hook up on top of my struggles with pmo. I had a relapse last night. The urges to act out in real life are sometimes much stronger then the urge to look at p and p almost becomes a way to stop doing anything more.

I need prayer. I feel last night with pmo.

@Aoshigreen @Gk-00

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I got triggered right before my last post and feel just after it. How dumb. I need to be more careful Netflix shows.

Good thing, I want nothing to do with this anymore.

@Aoshigreen @Gk-00

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We aren’t drawn to pmo-related things because of our ideas, but because deep down its a DRUG FIX

Dopamine is not a bad thing, But it’s what we do with it that counts (builds up)

Practice a few Japanese words everyday,
And you’ll have a bigger vocabulary at the end of the month

Learn to play piano scales correctly, daily and one at a time, And when you come to play Bach it will become much easier, and make much more sense

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Are you telling me to do this? Because I am learning Japanese and my ex/current partner (it’s complicated) a Bach fan and plays. We’re both struggling with pmo.

I had a royally bad week with many mess ups. Please pray for me.

This is not who I am.

@Aoshigreen @Gk-00

Day one back on the path of freedom!

@Aoshigreen @Gk-00

I’ve had exactly the same urges to hook up in the past or to act out in real life but I think that would be taking a porn addiction and making it much worse. I had contacted girls but I never actually met anyone and was being redirected by them to paysites so I’m not sure if they were genuine offers. I mean do you think hooking up would solve your problems? I think it would just deepen the dependency on porn
Now if it’s a genuine desire for a relationship well of course that is natural and a good thing but I wonder if us pmo addicts wouldn’t mess that up because of the addiction?
Overcoming this does seem to be a minefield I’m lacking commitment at the moment