Check in Thursday.
It’s very cold here and my mind plays with me with the thought that M can give me heat.
Also, It’s has been just 4 days from last relapse and I feel the abstinence
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Happy and proud to check in on my 18th day.Heading towards 21day streak and so on.Fap free gives me som super powers to live a life in heaven.Marching forward with gods grace.
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Hi, I’d like to join this group or thread or however this works… I can barely go a day without lusting or masturbating or looking at ■■■■… I feel empty and dead and I can’t sleep… Help
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Check in day 5 week 2
Like a boss 
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Welcome to this group and Rewire @rdh1990
My thoughts are with you bro, we all know that feeling well. In this group, please Check-in every day, and give yourself some simple attainable goals! 
Check-in Friday, Week 6
Sticks & Stones
Building my house on the rocks
No drawing conclusions
Simple 25 day goal - Currently day 10
Checking in - Friday, December 14. Day 5 of week 6. All OK.
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Check in day 5 …today i missed the running session… Very bad feeling…
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Relapsed this day… Sorry guys i’ve failed this time…
Please pray for me… I’m still struggling with lust whenever i am must working alone, when i am seeing attractive girl… It’s hard for me to stop lusting… Salvation by God looks not attractive to me at that time. Please pray for me…
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@andriono2 When you ****, don’t walk around looking down, feeling bad,
but pick yourself up, walk tall, and work on bringing to joy to others’ lives’
Checking in Day 1
I don’t feel a very strong urge to Masturbate or lust today… But my anxiety is high… I took a personal day off work… I keep worrying that God has abandoned me and given me over to this wicked sin… I don’t feel His presence like I once did… I’ve willfully sinned so many times… Last night I looked up stuff for hours before ej********… I didn’t feel the same conviction I used to feel after doing it… Later I began really freaking out in wondering if I have done irreversible damage to my physical health for having given in to this for so long (well over a decade)… I fear God won’t accept me because He’s shown me the truth repeatedly and warned me repeatedly but I’d always give into my lusts… I need Jesus… I fear I may be too far gone though…
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@rdh1990 pahh! No! If it were true I’d be seriously f****d! I’ve porned for over 20 years, and only been a Christian for a quarter of that time. And believe me, I’ve had many moments of something like Gnosis, and many times where I’ve felt I’ve seriously damned myself.
Or do you really think Jesus came to persecute sinners, and those who call upon him?
Jesus meets us at all levels.
When we get into existential crisis.
When we think we can’t do it alone.
When we want to find that deeper spiritual path. When we need some morals standards to live by, and most importantly, When we need to be grounded in reality.
I really know where you are coming from my friend it’s not just pmo we’re dealing with but our ideas and our minds.
Trash it all, give it all up, and let’s follow the Lord!!! I’m with you
One question we should always ask ourselves, and especially in times of distress;
What is actually happening right now, in this very moment?
Most likely just a bunch of thoughts and ideas.
If we are full of ideas and thoughts, where is there space for God?
It is not “I think, therefore I am”
But more likely, “I suffer, therefore I am”
ourselves and possibly even God.
You are a sexual being, it is natural and it is good.
Never be ashamed of that fire and yearning. Treasure it!
God doesn’t make crap, or give you more than you can handle.
Check in- Saturday
Current streak-33 days
Had lot of urges today early morning…did meditation, got urges even while meditating, did some mantra meditation… feeling little better…all ok…streak is on…i m fine nw…can live without PMO or fapping even after lot of urges.
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Check in day 6 week 2
All good 
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Checking in - Saturday, December 15. Day 6 of week 6. All OK.
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Check-in Saturday ~
All good!
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Daily check in day 6 : Back to the pavilion with 5 rounds.… 10 pushups… Forwaded goal 100 pushups per day…
Daily meditation in the name of Almighty Lord Shiv… I’m concurring my biggest enemy and that is myself and no-one else… 
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Checking-In for Saturday 12/15.
Yesterday was a rough day mentally and spiritually for me (see my last post above), but I didn’t give into viewing P***, and I didn’t Masturbate. I stayed away from lustful thoughts as much as possible. Only now am I starting to have urges to look things up online again… Let’s get through day 2 with no relapsing of any kind. 
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