"Check-in" Daily - diary challenge

Checking in - All good
Week 45 - September 11, Wednesday

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Checking in - Wednesday 11th September. All good, thank GOD.


@Special_Bird Thank you so much, bro! Also, excellent work today on Steam!


Day 90! :smiley::pray:t5::raised_hands:t5:

“Believe you can, and you’re halfway there.” Theodore Roosevelt

On Day Zero, I wrote down that that was it. Rock Bottom. I wasn’t going to relapse anymore. My life would be transformed a year from that date. The words terrified me to write. I didn’t fully believe it, but I kept going.

When day 3 came around, I dug deeper. I wrote down exactly how I felt at the moment. I investigated how I viewed myself, my past failures, constant relapses and broken commitments. It took over 7 A4 pages, but I gained self-awareness, courage and renewed motivation. I forgave myself for the past and pledged once more that I would move forward. This time with a new self-image, I believed in myself. I promised to do things daily that would reinforce that belief and help it grow, so I could genuinely make the words I wrote down come true.

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@Forerunner Congratulations on 90 Days :wink::+1::pray: God be with you in everything :pray:

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@anon67854825 Thank you very much bro! GOD bless you always.

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Hey starting from today I will check in everyday!

My journey till now-21 Days

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@Vansh24 Welcome to this diary :wink::+1:
Can I add you to The Poll? If so, what’s your country and sharing code? :pray:

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Day 4
Had lot of urge today. Urge as in, my brain felt numb. Needed dopamine. Mind was blocked. I’d my test today. I somehow managed to perform decent in the test. I didn’t give energy to even a single thought of porn. Cause I know that a single step towards it will trap me like quicksand. I stayed strong. Now the numbness has gone. Feeling better. Its by 21st day of noMO and 4th day of noPMO. I promise you all I wont relapse.

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Yes!

My country -India
Sharing code-esr9xp

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Week 45 - WednesDay 3 - Sep 11

:baby_bottle:Milk got Spilled :fried_egg:Setback but can’t be a circlejerk now, Flame on :fire:
Still aiming for 90 days like @Forerunner bro :clap:

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Week 45 ~ Wednesday

All good, and
All Glory to God! :open_hands:

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Week 45 - wednesday

All good

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Checking in for Wednesday 11thSept
All is good.
(I only remember to check in when I woke up on the 12th)

Will check in for 12th tonight

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Week 7 - Sep 11, Wed - Streak: 17 days

Remembering the fallen here in America, 9/11.

Don’t want to waste my life. Many on this day lost their lives and were never able to spend it to their full potential. They never got to go back home to see their families, to spend time with them one last time. All of their dreams and aspirations lost in the debris of those buildings.

But here I am. I don’t know why some get to live and some get to die, but wasting this life I have been given would truly be a sin.

Many gave their lives in service of my country so that I can live free. It would be a waste not to live it to my full potential.

I don’t know when my time will come, but I want it to be spent in good faith and perseverance.

Not in sleepless nights and endless depression.

One more day till I beat 18 days. Let’s do this!

“It is not that we have so little time but that we lose so much. … The life we receive is not short but we make it so; we are not ill provided but use what we have wastefully.”

Lucius Annaeus Seneca

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Checking in - All good
Week 45 - September 12, Thursday

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Checking in for 12th Sept Thursday
All is good.
Stopped in the middle of trying to open some sexy photos
My higher mental function is able to control the old primitive brain

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Checking in - Thursday 12th September. All good, thank GOD.

“Someone once told me, ‘I heard you finally got rid of your addiction.’ I smiled and said, ‘No, addiction doesn’t work like that. Once you have it, you will always have it. I just choose not to feed it.”
Unknown

There’s a Native American story I always enjoyed about two wolves which dwell with every one of us. One is fiery, full of hatred and rage and motivated by destruction. The other is calm, thinks clearly and makes good decisions. They are always present within us, fighting each other for the chance to seize control. The one who wins and gets to act through our lives is the one we choose to feed.

At any moment, we can fall right back down and spiral into old, self-destructive habits. But we also have the choice within the same moment to make better decisions that will uplift and improve our lives. Let us feed the right wolf today.

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Week 45 - ThursDay 4 - Sep 12


first, FapMan Begins :crossed_fingers:
then, Dark Knight Rises :nose:t4:
and, Dark Night-Falls :sweat_drops:
now, Dark Knight Returns :bat:
Flame On :fire:

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Week 45 - Thursday

All good

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Week 45 ~ Thursday

:+1: All good, focused, worked hard, achieved, pushed myself, completed things, worked late, Pride, (over work?) Sloth, indecisiveness and that habit :fried_egg: - I should’ve Given Thanks sooner, without hesitation.
Thanks be to God :pray:

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Day 5
Today’s my fifth day of noPMO. My Bones crumbling has almost gone. But I still feel sensations in my head. I don’t know if it’s just me or it happens with everyone though. I’ve stopped edging and lurking at girls. This has helped me a lot. Few days back I was travelling in bus and saw two girls talking to each other. I’m ashamed to say this, but even their voices turned me up and my down became hard. I was about to cum but then I opened this app and felt the urge. This app has really helped me. I hope I never relapse and can maintain my streak for longer days.

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