Hi, i have been relapsing for these 6 months. More important and interesting i relapse each 30 days like it on time. No longer
30 time with no fap andtjen i relapse. Thats the point of this? Could someone give advice. I already installed parent control and throw out the password.
But i keep relapsing over and over… On 30th day i suddenly tell myself “i just look at preview and nothing will happen” i find a way to off parent control. And then…relapse
Please, help. Anyone has same experience? I want to fond a way out
I have had the same experience but with varying numbers of days for long periods of time. like every 8 days for ages, then every 15 days, etc. Part of it for me was that I expected myself to fail. Or a part of me expected myself to fail.
I think that the biggest reason was that I would get to that time and take my eye off of the ball. I would be less disciplined and focused. I would take that day for granted, and id forget how truly awful it is to relapse and how bad it is for me. I would not only take the day for granted, but the concept of a clean or good day (whatever that means to onself) for granted. Id forget how truly awesome it is to be free.
Glad that you’re back on here looking for advice. It shows that you have the desire for freedom from this. We’re here for ya bro if you want anything else keep strong.
keep strong.