Hi Community!
After having had a nicely motivating and helpful PM - streak of ~70 days with no-fap forum’s help, I relapsed on Monday night with masturbation.
Hope to find a friendly and supportive community here… My resolution is no PM for 180 days… Then re-evaluate the M again.
This would be Day 1 now, wish me strength 
Love & Hugs & Enjoy your day!
May God bless you with more strength, happiness and prosperity 
keep going brother.
Best wishes 
You are strong brother , you can do this !
One step at a time beast 
! All the best for your journey ahead !
You will make it. One day you will reach 100 Days mark my words!!
Come 
Lets together achieve this milestone and set ourselves free from PMO and fligh high in our lives
You have found it! You are in a right place without question
I have relapsed many times but I always find helping hands here
Day 2
Thank you so much for supporting me!! I feel very welcome with literal tears in my eyes when I read your replys. Thank you Thank you!!
Having a journal and a clear goal helps a lot. Keeping hands above the belt, not following the intrusive phantasies. Staying in the here and now with my feelings, with reality.
Planning to clean out my flat today in preparation of moving to a new place (which will help rebooting and letting go of old thought patterns…hopefully).
Have a beautiful day everyone and stay strong, focussed and kind
Day 3
On my way off into the mountains with a good (male) friend.
Well, not always easy to let go off the phantasies and keep the hand above the belt… but worth it.
Healing and growing can happen… only when I don’t indulge in mindless masturbation and rekindle desire and lust in a downward spiral.
Lately I found out that I am incredibly vulnerable to what women do to me. It takes very very little to make me feel incredibly hurt. And then I tyically “hit back”. Which destroys the relationship… 
Need to realize on a deep level that women are not my mother, that we will hurt each other by accident and that it is not so bad as it may feel.
Give it time give it rest, don’t numb down but feel.
Have a great weekend to whoever reads this!
Day 6
This morning was not easy. But I made it. No M, instead meditation and yoga.
Still lots of thoughts, doubts, fears in my mind. Stressful day at work ahead. Basically had a good weekend in the mountains. But so much things to work on personally at the moment.
Feeling that when I take out the easy and quick release of P and such… then everything in me has to realign to make a functioning human again.
This year was a bit madness relationship-wise… One big breakup with an on off thingy afterwards, one big falling in love with getting very hurt and - of course - the always present trying to get off the hook of P and such.
Peave, quiet and supportive people is what I need.
And acceptance and patience.