Well after about a month of success, brought on by unfortunate circumstances (my girlfriend found a folder I had of a girl from venuzela on instagram. It wasn’t an affair or anything I just liked the way she looked for whatever reason and I was stock piling her photos in case god forbid she removed them. IDK i don’t think sometimes. UGH it really sucked.)
The shame of being caught allowed me to stick to it for about a month. I felt very good, but then I started falling into the same pattern I always do where I begin to look on Reddit for risky material, then I eventually just look at it, and then its only a matter of hours or days before I relapse. I need to prevent this from the start, no risky material ever.
I am a pornography addict.
I will never be able to handle it.
I am better without it.
I want to be better.
I can be better.
Anyway honestly think that writing is the biggest key to success, it allows you to have an active dialogue with yourselves. I encourage everyone to write a blog, whether it is public or not.
We all can make it, it is up to you to make it happen. It’s not going to easy, but it is going to be worthy.
Stand up tall everyone.
I’ll be back tomorrow.