19 April
Meditation
Diet
Mindfulness
Reading spiritual books
Spiritual music
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I had an exam today, was average but that’s not what I’m talking about.
There was this girl beside me, (2 feet?) in the exam hall who just kept looking at me .
It genuinely creeps me out but I’m so used to it now because literally everyone, looks at me like I’m someone else. ( Like how you look at someone who is impressive, I’m not flexing or anything, just wanted to put out an example to make you understand better).
Usually, I would glance at her ( I donno who she is and I’ll talk about it below) but, as a Brahmachari practitioner , I did not even bother to look at her, to judge her by any means.
I noticed her glancing at me many, many times and for longer duration . I noticed it in my peripheral vision, I’m not lying, I saw it .
I felt no need to turn my head and look who she is.
I knew that if I did glance, I would lust immediately because all it takes is one excuse and boom go the basics.( got that title from a porno🤮).
So yeah, that’s a good experience and I did manage to stay strong.
Anyways,
Stay Strong Folks!!!
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Bruh there’s a high chance that she was hoping to get some answers from you… When we copy and want answers from someone we tend to look at someone until they look back so that we can ask questions immediately. I’ve done. Everyone does it. Not to burst your bubble or anything, but since it was an exam, a girl checking you out throughout the exam rather than focusing on her exam is highly unlikely
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Mate, I did think about that , I knew she was seeking answers since I score 100 in past exam 
, but dude, if you noticed a girl looking at you,well better staring at you, before and after the exam ended , I donno the meaning because I’m genuinely not here to tell about that experience being cool or anything, shit I’m running from such things anyway.
I just felt that you will be tested by being put into dire situations and you, the person experiencing it must be ready to handle it with care.
I just wanted to express the importance of Brahmachari practice, to make you get away from imminent danger and to make you a strong person, mainly mentally.
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Bro if it was me, I would have shown her my answers along with my phone number
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20 April
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Diet
Mindfulness
Spiritual books
Spiritual music
@zorim I haven’t eaten animel meat and dairy products during the last 2 days, I also avoided sugar and caffeine, nicotine and alcohol so far. Reading/listening to Spiritual metarial really helps to keep going - diet is going fine.
I haven’t found a “Satsanga” - the company of holy people. The people around me are not Atheists but surely not striving towerds being more holy and spiritual.
The next holy book I am going to read is The Practice of Brahmacharya - by Swami Sivananda.
Hope you’re doing fine.
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That’s the very reason why I created this topic, to get all Brahmacharis together and to make an unison , so that we Inspire and push each other to keep going.
You are doing well, keep doing it.
Always be present in the moment (can be enhanced by mindfulness meditation) and think wisely if you were to come close to a relapse and don’t be alone during such intrusive thoughts.
Anyways,
Stay Strong!!!
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Day 4
Meditation
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Mindfulness
Spiritual books
Spiritual music.
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Diet is that one thing that requires your effort all the time.
You do well bro, keep going!!!
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We have some wise words here , everyone can benefit from this, read it with interest and you’ll understand clearly.
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