Becoming the devil again

Hey man
Nofap is just not with the intention to overcome these kinky fucking stuffs
It’s about bringing the best in you
And just loving urself and ur partner and no 1 else
We just dont know how powerful our brain is …
I’ll tell u a situation which is true
There are two main monks like of 15 years now
They became monks at the age of 9
And no phone and all
And they have a record that whatever they read they can memorize in the 2and reading itself
So to test them there was a grand function in india
And many other monks came to test them
Both of them said everything from jain teachings to capital of nations and all stuff

The reason being our brain is more powerful than we think a lot more powerful
But we cant enjoy that power when u fantasise all these stuffs as these stuffs brings negativity
It’s not 1 month two month
Y do u wanna watch porn and mastrubate
Control now
Get married
Try different things
Exercise together so that both of u can stay fit
Porn is just blunder
Dont lose against it
Just keep smiling and stay happy🙂
Every one is a warrior
Any help u can message any of ur companions any time
Even me if u want my help

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DAY 7
AUGUST 12
Wake up at 8​:x::sob:( headache)
Meditation✅
Yoga + pranayam✅
Study❌
Urges were very very very high today
Unable to resist
And I had opened porn website and it was loading
Then again thoughts " no it’s wrong I have started to quit this shit then I shouldn’t closed it and then just helped mom wet to fly kite …it was fun flying kite
From now again strong
No urges
I’ll win…:slightly_smiling_face:

Hell yeah, buddy! You beat the urge! You came back from the very edge of hell! I’m happy for you, for finding your strength in the last moment.

Seriously though, don’t take this risk the next time. Next time the urges hit, immediately redirect. Find something to do, never be idle, if nothing works, come back here! Stay strong!!

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I have my kites to fly
And most importantly wont use mom s phone coz in my phone I have porn blocker
And I had intentions of deleting it
But I was lazy coz I know I might delete it
Feel guilty then I have to again start a fresh and will again download it
So my lazin ees ss stopped me from deleting the porn bloker on my app
This sounds like another level laziness but it was good for me
From tom study mode on
Thank you so much for supporting …:slightly_smiling_face:

Day 8
August 13
Nothing to write
Mood completely off​:sob::slightly_frowning_face::slightly_smiling_face:!!!