13 September, 2024
- Woke up @ 6:00 a.m.
- Study
- Bank
- Study
- Misc.
- Study
- Sleep by 11p.m.
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14th September, 2024
Getting Ready 4:30-5:30 AM- 1-4 Revision 5:30-7:00 AM
- 5-8 7:00-9:00 AM
- 9-10 10:00-11:00 AM
- 11-16 11:00-2:00 PM (practice questions + Mock)
- Lunch 2:00-3:00 PM
17-20 3:00-5:00 PM- Formulas + Shortcuts + Imp. 5:30-9:30 PM (some)
- Netflix & Chill 9:30-11:00 PM
- in bed by 11 & sleep by 11:30 PM
Total study hours = 6
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15th September, 2024 (Tasks to Complete)
- Getting ready 12:00-12:30 PM
- Breakfast & Netflix & Chill 12:30-1:30 PM
- Going out 1:30-3:00 PM
- List creation (Planning) 3:00-3:30 PM
- Formulas + Tricks + Imp. 3:30-5:00 PM
- Walking the Dawg 5:00-5:30 PM
- Practice 25 Questions (Accuracy over speed for now) 5:30-6:30 PM
- Practice 25 Questions (Accuracy over speed for now) 7:30-8:30 PM
- 11-15 8:30-11:00 PM
- Sleep by 11:30 PM
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“Patience is the key to success, thank you God”
Today I did not do anything because of some unforeseen circumstances.
Well, I went to get a vaccine shot, my dog pawed me to blood, not his fault. In hospital met strangers(girls) and doctors, even doctors laughed to some things we talked about. I thought I was at my home only, dudes were so chill.
One guy who came from a religious celebration all covered, was seeming strange so I saluted him like in respect, he was older, he felt good and at ease after that, started smiling too.
Moving forward, came home, helped a friend, talked on rewire a bit checked some work, made an email.
In evening just after dusk, some old friends called to meet, I went but I don’t fuck with most old friends now since my thought process don’t even match an ounce with them.
Weird cuz they think they are very well off judging my life while they don’t even know about me now and I don’t even bother telling them because fuck they are really boring. And I can’t even tell them that, because they are old friends. And they are toxic too in a cultural and religious sense. Their jokes, their way of talking fuck, cringiest humans. I feel better off alone. Even they know I’m trying to ignore them and that’s why they have started acting toxic whenever they meet, like dude respect the boundaries.
Moving forward, came home to my Dawg waiting for me. Now here going to make an email to send and write a plan for tomorrow, will have dinner and sleep by 11:30 PM.
Also, thinking of messaging my ex. We did not have a proper closure and I want to tell her something. I want to officially and completely move on after this.
Good day overall
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16th September, 2024
- Wake up @ 7:00 AM (Woke up @11:30 AM)
- getting ready
- 11-15 7:00-10:00 AM
- 16-20 10:00-1:30 PM
- Formulas + tricks + important 1:30-3:00 PM
- practice questions 100+ 3:00-8:00 PM
- Netflix & chill
- Revision (optional)
- sleep by 11:30 PM
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Created a message to send my ex, well we did not have a proper closure. I made it brief only since I don’t care to be honest.
I won’t send it right now as it can lead to distraction, will send it after 10-15 days when I am done with my exam
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Overall day was good, gonna sleep now. Here is tomorrow’s schedule 
17th September, 2024(Freedom, what’s corn? I don’t know)
- Wake up @4:00 AM
- getting ready 4:00-5:00 AM
- 11-14 5:00-7:00 AM
- 15-20 7:00-10:00 AM
- Formulas 10:00-11:00 AM
- Imp. + Tricks + 11:00-12:00 PM
- concepts 12:00-2:00 PM
- Lunch
- Practice Questions 3:00-9:30 PM
- Sleep by 11:00 PM
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Delete the message and move on.
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To be honest, I don’t care myself but I need this for my own self to move on. It’s a proper closure message telling her it’s her fault, and i deserve better.
@_TIGER bhai, It seems you had your fair share of sufferings too. Wanna share?
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Bro Don’t repeat the past .This is a repeated cycle.
Do you think it will make her any problems? Never send any message bro. Once you sent the message. You are switched on the past again in your mind. Flow with the life.
You don’t need to say you deserve better. You are already in better situation that’s why you shouldn’t send any message to say anything.
I suggested too many relationships related advice to many of my friends. After 1 or 2 years they thanked me for my suggestion.My all words are emotionless.
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Alright man, I’ll not. She doesn’t know a big part of my story(not corn) anyways, one side of me thought, telling her would at least make me feel better now the other side after listening to you is saying it will make me more vulnerable.
Guess, I’ll just delete the chats, block her from every social media and move on without a closure, no closure is a closure too(the worst one).
I know right, money is your only emotion. (Mine too) 
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Right bro we are working on it. 
Money can buy everything.
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I know your mindset is speedy but life has various layers to it! Money might be the core of it but do cherish the layers surrounding it after you get money, otherwise the onion of life will not taste Good! Let’s compete on who becomes millionaire first - 1,000,000+ dollars = 8.4 cr Rs 
@_TIGER
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We will achieve this !
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Yes sirr, let’s see who gets there first (stacks) 
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18th September, 2024
Some work to-do
- Answering all emails
- 15-20
- Formulas & Concepts
A Lil sick now, guess I need meds. I can’t study, well, but it’s fine. I’ll once I feel good. Little behind the schedule so I need to speed up.
Other than that, Hmmm, I am kinda yapping alot today I would say may be because I can’t study. It’s not like me I would say, feels weird. Watched Ishowspeed all day, hate to say but I love his energy, got that dawg in him.
I wish he comes to India again but we know he ain’t gonna get a similar reaction he gets in another countries.
Sucks to be sick. Will go get meds in few minutes
Got meds, ate Chinese, watching YouTube now
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19th September, 2024
Slept too early yesterday @ 9 PM and woke up @ 6 AM. A little relief from yesterday as I took the meds.
will get ready now in some minutes. It’s raining outside (as always - monsoon season 
) so won’t be able to go to the Library. Will do my work from home only
Tasks:
I was sick a bit so slept all evening and woke up just at 9 PM, feels better than before. I did not study at all to be honest(Did the email work only), it’s hard to study for now, might go to library tomorrow early morning 
ate dinner, took meds, got a samosa to eat while watching YouTube, now resting. Well, Will watch one episode of the 8 show & sleep. 
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20th September, 2024
I woke up late @ approx 10:30 AM. Thought I was fine but after bathing well, felt sick. Rested all day I would say, and went for a walk a@4 PM.
I’m unable to concentrate well, fuck excuses to be honest, even rising lion is studying when he is sick.
I’ll start my practice from 6 PM whether I feel better or not, for now I need a bit rest. Tatakae
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Relapse confession Log 
2024-09-20T19:50:00Z
- Relapsed to my imagination. It wasn’t even a sex scene. I just relapsed by MO. Day 0 again
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I feel better now, the sickness is almost gone. Now, I’m not saying it’s because of relapse, absolutely not. I felt better by night even hours before relapse
These three-four I took good rest & I’m thankful for that. My parents did not force me to study or do anything. I really appreciate their kind gesture.
Now, I should payback to them by studying hard from tomorrow.
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