Hi eveyone!
Brief Intro
I am currently of 21 years. I am going to pen my diary daily to make myself accountable to all of my fighter brothers. To talk how long I have been in this addiction…I can only say that it has been so long that I have even forgotten the time period when I started. It’s like it has been always present throughout.
Solution
Let’s now talk about the solution. I will follow an Ashtangika Marg. These are as follows:
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Samma Dhiti (Right Vision): The urges are a result of not guarding the eyes and being obsessed with phone usage. From today onwards I will limit my phone usage and only study in offline mode. The max will be through laptop but obviously without internet connection.
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Samma Sankappa (Right Thought): The mistakes which I am tired of the most is to never follow right thoughts and let my mind follow right and positive thoughts which ultimately makes me falter. I will bring changes in that slowly.
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Samma Vaca (Right Speech): God has given us speech to make the world a better place with our madhur(not necessarily sweet but benevolent words). Yet we dont remained committed to that. I am an introvert. So, I dont have much changes to make here. But still after relapse, I behave very arrogantly with my parents which I need to stop.
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Samma Kammanta (Right Action): Even if I and I expect we all know what is better for us but still we remain stagnant to change. We dont take actions or we dont even try to. I will need to change my habits from being a change speaker to a change doer. Nothing changes with just speech. Action needs to follow.
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Samma Ajiva (Right Livelihood): I am missing all things in life. And doing what? Bingeing on web series and binge eating. Thats it. I will bring up changes in this.
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Samma Vayama (Right Energy): Daily exercise of atleast half an hour.
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Samma Sati (Right Awareness): I look like any other ill-informed person who has no idea what is going on in life. I have to stop looking outside for useless info and look inside.
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Samma Samadhi (Right Concentration): For me atleast, currently there is just one form of meditation. Staying away from phone.
Hey Krsna. Give me your marg darshan to overcome this lust and become your very own Parth!
