well today was last day of my exams
n start of much awaited holidays
didn’t go to my native place since july
finally I’ll be able to drive back there
today’s practical went well
i was sort of under pressure n worried about it
but this time i cleared my concepts corrected my mistakes
n everything went absolutely well in today’s exam
my practical work was good although viva wasn’t that good but thike
so far I’m kinda relaxed
n won’t start studying again
will relax myself mind n body has went through alot this month
i was kinda hard on my body
didn’t sleep much
today woke up at 4.20
had a bath at 4 .40
did some prayers
studied n then went to clg
my family life was literally zero during exam period
so I’m gonna focus on my family
gonna help mum
spend time with dad
play with brother
for few days
n maybe I’ll study 1 or 2 hr everyday
i wanna work on my body
exercise was zero during last couple of weeks
gotta get back on track don’t wanna gain weight
I’ll start with exercise from tomorrow
I’m little bit worried about the results though
but I’m gonna shift my thoughts to work on myself n be with my family n god honestly i just need their company now
after almost spending a month in a closed room
so I’m not gonna overthink n worry about results anymore
I’m gonna believe in my efforts n abilities
n I’m gonna believe that no matter what god has my back
that’s all for today
today i woke up at 3 idk for what n how honestly
cause exams are over now holidays has started
but my mind is still processing it i guess😅
anyway i slept again n woke up at 7
then i did
warm up n work out till 7.45
it was kinda hard to workout today after gap of 2 weeks
anyway i did it
then had tea
bath
did pooja with utmost peace n without any hurry
then
started packin my bags cause heading to my native place tomorrow
whole day i was busy helping mum
n was very sleepy too but couldn’t sleep
then dad came we met after 2 weeks
then we went to meet some relatives
then had nice calm dinner at a restaurant with family it was serene
anyway after that completed remaining packing
n about to sleep now
gonna drive tomorrow after months so I’m excited n kinda nervous too
but karne se hi hona hai
I’ll at least give it a try
30/10/21
woke up at 4.15 again
but decidee to sleep till 7
then had my breakfast
came to my house
helped mum
went to shopping
had a nice tour of city alot has changed over here
watched a movie today
had my dinner early today
n kinda feeling very sleepy due to all the work n travelling
but good part is didn’t had any urges today nor yesterday
soon I’ll complete 21 days of no fap
although I’m very tired now so probably sleep early
that’s it for today
completed many tasks today
cleaning
cooking n all
helped mum
the smile on her face n her relaxed mood made me smile
i was tired today so slept for around 1 hr in noon
then did pooja in evening
cleaned pooja ghar n diyas
made khichadi
had dinner with family
that’s it for today
overall stayin busy n working n completed todays all task boosted my mood n
determination to stay sober n not fap
Oh ok ok.
Urad and Rajmah khichdi is kind of a tradition in North India. There’s a festival called Lohri in January where we eat and distribute khichdi all day. We eat it with, curd, pickle and ghee.
I am from Himachal Pradesh bro. Since you mentioned Khichdi I thought you would be from North India too , as soon as winter starts we start having khichdi quite oftenly
Also I would like to say one thing.
Don’t get disheartened when you see other people mess up here . (I saw you liked my post from last night), keep going no matter what.
Reading this made me happy actually as people tend to get distracted when others mess up, and I was feeling a little guilt that I might have ruined someone’s mindset.
. (I saw you liked my post from last night), keep going no matter what.