Ash's Diary - Daily Journey

Oh cool. Did you watch the Gifted? It was an X men spinoff.

I have not watched mom
But I have watched, friends three times :joy:
Apart from it, himym, big bang theory, Seinfeld, Brooklyn 99, The good place, The office, Modern family all I have watched.
Currently watching parks and recreation

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na I’ve watched the vampire diaries
the originals
the magicians
teen wolf
charmed
tvd I’ve seen 2 times

that’s a huge long list I’m thinking about watching modern family

you should the show is about alcohol addicts daughter n mom
n how sobriety helped them to repair their broken bonds n excel in life
it’s the very reason i started to open rewire forum
the thing i learned from that show was
the alcoholic anonymous meetings helped them alot also its super comedy😆

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Oh nice. I haven’t watch any of them, though heard about them a lot.

I know right :joy:

It’s great man. Total fun, loved that show.

Oh nice :joy:.
I am adding it to watchlist, I finish one sitcom and strt next (hence the list), when I finish parks and rec I’ll watch this one

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Ok bro I have to go now.
Goodnight!
Have a good day tomorrow!

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good night
have a nice day tomorrow :+1::+1:

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Yupp…interesting plot twist and serious emotions + comedy…

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Good, then I’ll watch it.

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24/10/21

i guess I’m goin through flatline
I’ve got 16 days n don’t wanna lose them at any point
today i wanna share how i got trapped into this mess of pmo

it all happened 10 years ago
i was just 12 i guess
didn’t even know what i was doin is addiction n I’m becoming an addict
i accidentally found the pleasure point while bathing
it used to feel good n happy so
started doing it
n i didn’t realised i have addiction of masturbation till the age of 16
after age of 16 i tried to control it but due to teenage n all it wasn’t possible
to overcome it all alone

at the age of 19 i installed rewire but never opened community i just used to reset my streak whenever i relapsed i was too ashamed n scared to reach out to anybody here

for almost 2 yrs i just used to reset my streak
talked to one of my trusted friends about it but that friend wasn’t an addict so she couldn’t understand it
just told me to totally abstain from it

but it didn’t work cause i didn’t had a purpose to quit i was fapping 3 or 4 times in a week
later on i changed it to weekends only cause it was disturbing my clg life

but that didn’t work so i started to fap at night before sleeping so that i won’t be conscious to feel the guilt n will sleep happily n it worked

meri achhi katri thi
until it started messing with my brain so much that i started doin it in broad day light
in locked room
doin absolutely nothin productive
it was draining my life source
so i had to reach out here to get out of this shit
n I’m glad i reached out
found some weirdos but then
found a good mentor
who’s helping me out
idk why I’m feeling sad when everything is workin out just fine in my life
anyway today i didn’t do much
just did pooja cooked watched movie n slept alot
didn’t feel like studying or doin anything productive :confused:
that’s all for today

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I used the app for one year without even realising that there was a community :joy:, I used to check the message board but never opened the forum, I had no idea what’s purpose of a forum.

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same here😅
after sometime i realised what it is for but
it didn’t felt comfortable to talk abt pmo like this

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Oh, I joined study challenge straight away when I realized there was a forum. Who knew I would be managing that challenge soon :joy:.
I am about to complete one year on the forum in December

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Got regular 10 hours ago! Super excited!!

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Oh nice man :+1:.
Not a lot is special though, you’ll get somewhat more likes per day now on, you can edit names of topics and you can use the Lounge category if you feel like (which only regulars can see)

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I thought something interesting must be going on there…but its so empty and barren lol…people rarely talk there.

Many people have similar stories lol…even I came here 2 years ago…didn’t felt accepted and left the forum only to use the app to reset streak everyday :sweat_smile:…until few months ago.

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Lol yeah.
Though every regular person can have their own lounge which only regulars can see.
People just prefer to create diaries to share with everyone rather than a lounge to share with just regulars.

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I guess lounge was a safety measures where only trusted people aka regulars can enter…ensuring safety as most regulars are trustful and won’t misbehave…

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25/10/21

well today was a good day

slept till 7 am
then the chilled air just caused me to wake the hell up n bath n brush😒
so after that had a nice cup of tea

then i helped mum
then i watched romcom idk it’s kinda my favourite tv show nowadays
had spicy tasty lunch

slept for 30 mins

studied for some time

then again watched tv shows online
played games
had to unblock them n increase time limit of blocker😬
then i discussed tomorrow’s practical process with my friend

ughh it’s so hard to study for ur last 2 exams
i mean seriously just wanna go on a vacation somewhere far away
anyway gotta study dont have a choice :frowning:

that’s all for today
oh n I’m gonna hit 17 days soon
just 3 more n it’ll be 20
I’m excited😅

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26/10/21

woke up at 5
actually woke up 2 hrs late
but i just couldn’t get up man

exams are going on since 12th oct
tomorrow’s last exam
honestly I’ve hit a level of saturation now
ab or nyi padha jata

anyway woke up at 5 studied till 6
had a bath at 6

then again studied revised
went to clg
practical me manipulation was good
spotting was ok too
viva 10 marks +10 marks
so 1st one went well
2nd was so so
overall it was good

hope tomorrow’s last exam will be good too
then holidays are starting
I’m ready to face it with head on
baki kanha ji he hi😌
that’s all for today

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Does it really help to write diaries man?

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yes it does help
i used to write my diary in a notebook before
but after joining forum started writing here

but anyway it helps you to sort your thoughts n emotions out

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