Anyone over 30 here?

[wall-e]

Wall-e's Diary.

I am on day 0 I am suepr confused, If anyone would like to suggest please do so. I am loosing myself in the process of finding. For long years I feed to my brain ultimate desire or ecstasy is watching someone goes n*de and touching her body. Unfortunately I never had a chance or lucky enough to have a real life partner or sex. Now my brain don’t differenciate between a real or imaginary person. Now whenever I meet real lady or proposals for marriage comes, I don’t get attracted towards them. …

Can someone here answer to my questions, please? I am bit off today, need your real life experience,so that I can get more clarity in life.