I liken it to Jekyll and Hyde.
When your awake your fine. But on an evening; Phone is away, for me because of this, I dont have a problem with porn. I dont have the energy to look at porn at this time of night anyway.
Midway through the night, I’ll wake up and masturbate (sorry to go into detail but its easy for me to do since I hump)
Now, please understand that Im tired at this point and I have almost no response to stop myself from doing it
(No voice saying to stop) only unless I fully wake up.
Come to morning and sometimes I’ll even forget that I did that but I might find my pj’s down.
Then im annoyed because i hate doing it but i have almost no control in the middle of the night.
One thing ive done to prevent it is to tie up my Pj’s so its harder to untie in the night. Hopefully thereby stopping me or waking me up to stop.
Ive stopped viewing porn altogether and im hoping all this stuff will stop too after a couple weeks off porn.
Have any of you had the same?