Because of PMO, my intelligence is considered OK. Whenever I have lectures I always think about making a study plan which I never practically work with. I found out for a while that I am a visual learner, so I learned some by watching educational videos with anymation on YouTube, but most of what I study is not available to find online with animations.
For 1 and a half year I only got D-grades on my previous exams which upset me a lot comparing to my friends who all get C and B-grades, and because of that I question my intelligence from time to time. One of the reason is the way I write academically. I write like an animal which does not write with any subject related words (forget them all the times because of PMO). He’ll even a monkey can write better than me. The other reason is what I know or remember less during a 4-5 hour exam session because of PMO due to stress.