Animas' diary[25 M]

I’m not proud of myself what I watch so I am here. I have a huge collection of stuffs that I’ll will be deleting and going to delink everything site related. I have done this many times ago but I always end up coming back . Only new is that this time I’m using an app hope this will help me .
I do believe that though my addiction is too much I can get rid of it .

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While deleting videos I did it again .but it will be my last atleast until I get rid of my addiction.

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you are reminding my own self.I used to tell myself for years. Even priority things i used to say “tomorrow” because that never used to give excitement. To p*rn, today is my last day. I keep on telling this for same thing for 18 years :slight_smile:

This is thing which needs to cleanup permanently. Have trust on yourself. These things not even matter once you get a life partner. Forget about your collection. Collect something which can help you to build and boost your career. Nothing really matters.Trust me. My own experience. I used to store these stuff by thinking I have some special content which people used to pay from pocket. But when my time (marriage) came,i am going back to find myownself. So you better get rid of now. Otherwise it will be too late to return back.

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Thanks . I did deleted all of them from my laptop since they were properly arrange but my phone ,I keep downloading and browsing from multiple apps . So I still need to find some of them which I didn’t found at first place.

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Use some blockers.Distarct yourself especially peak times when you’re alone.Find a person who can watch you…Find some other way… To be honest best way to avoid is to practice self consciousness. Again I am not an expert here but from last 60 days my status is clean. I don’t feel likely to watch something inappropriate in my phone. You won’t believe if something accidently passes by, then i say let go :joy: I am trying to detach myself from this shit. try try and try…

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I will try those tips thanks .

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Yeah this forum helps a lot, I’ve been trying no fap since last year but I was not able to cross 19 days of streak, now I am at day 27 just because of this forum’s support, I recommend you to read easy peasy hackbook https://easypeasymethod.org/
this worked the best for me

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So 27 min left before I complete a one day without porn . I am confident I’ll complete the day easily.

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Guess what ! After 12 days straight I relapsed . I’ll consider the factors which influence this time for the better tommorow.