A Prose on Fire | Binocular's Diary | [18 M]

Numb. Empty. Dead.
What is the meaning of this life?
Growing up drained my hope, shattered my dreams, and hollowed me out.

Ah… life… why?

In the void, I stare into the abyss…the place I’m heading, blindly.
No light. No wind. No warmth.
Only a dry, lifeless space.
A violent dance between chaos and death.

I lost my breath. It slipped from my grasp.

I thought I was in control.
I thought… I was living.
But all I was doing was moving closer to hell.

The road to hell… it felt like heaven.
But was it heaven?
I’m like the thirsty wanderer who mistook sand for water.

In my youth, I felt it… Happiness.
Until a storm came and buried my breath.
It wasn’t sudden death.
No… it was a slow, creeping decay that felt like mere days,
but in truth, it stole years.

Now I don’t even know where they’re taking me.

Where?

Wherever it is… I don’t want to see the final destination.
I have to stop this caravan, no matter the cost.

But how?
They chained me up.

No… I chained myself.

How do you defeat an enemy,
when the enemy… is you?
It’s a cruel paradox.
Like a moon with two faces,
he knows everything about me
my hopes, my fears, my weaknesses.
How can I win?

Ah… whatever.
All I know is I must break these chains.

Chains?
So I’m no longer in the void.

I… I see them.
Thank God.

Now… what should I do?

Let me see…

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Hi Binocular !
How are you doing bro ?
Remember me?

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Ya I do, good to see you again Amitro :grinning_face_with_smiling_eyes:

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Hey Bino, how are doing

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Doing good brother. It’s really nice to see y’all again. Feels like back home :people_hugging:

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Are your exams all over?
And your back here again?

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Ya exactly. I’m back and honestly, these I’m satisfied with my studies. However, I should really improve myself when it comes to good habits and addiction.
Anyways.
What matters is that I’m back now.

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Do I get to see the old Bino back
Who’s active in RC and meditates all challenges :joy:
RC is boring without you

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Yaa but I don’t know about this last one :joy::joy: I mean, I still gotta study this summer too. But ya I’ll be active somewhat. We’ll see.

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Noooooooooooooooo :rofl::rofl::melting_face:
Bro’s a beast

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Of course I am :smiling_face_with_sunglasses:

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Bino , what’s up ?

Still RC has 20 character limit :rofl:

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Lets gooo

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I see you’ve been fighting yourself hard bro… but one good thing about fighting yourself is, you deep down know what you need… it’s just a matter of time before you figure out what it is. In my case it was unreasonability and aggressiveness for my goals and any behavior that stokes these two feelings. And since I know you’re a really smart guy, you’ll find out with some introspection…

Something I thought to cheer you up and remind you of who you are…


I’m picking up a signal… no way…
It’s Vegeta.

He’s wounded. The battle was brutal.
Get him to the rejuvenation chamber fast.
He’s been fighting something deeper…
Babidi tried to mess with his mind…take his body…

But there’s one thing he could never touch…
The one thing a Saiyan always keeps…

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I know how you’re using your philosophy knowledge :sob::folded_hands:

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How are you binocular?

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That’s right my friend

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You’ll study philosophy in just few months don’t worry :joy:

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Doing good brother. Haven’t seen you in a while… How are you? I really missed you, King.

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Old niggas are here

Abracadabra

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Good to see you again bhai :grinning_face_with_smiling_eyes:

Still doing magic I see :roll_eyes:

Oh and by the way, I finished school :smiling_face_with_horns:

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